Don’t feel insecure about your flaws you will still be my princess 

3am Thoughts

Kutton ko ghee hazam ni hoti ye ek kahavat hai.. apne life me kutte pehchaniye unko haddiyan fek ke de ghee na pilaye..

Growing Up

This is very personal hence going anonymous.
I'm masturbating a lot since many months and it is affecting my motivation.
How can I overcome it. 

Anxiety

Anyone please tell me how to get over someone. This whole time will heal thing isn't working, it's been MONTHS for godsake. 

Life

My ex is really fucking weird like she talks to me in school on her own and it's nice and she never texts me and she has ghosted me . Idk wtf is wrong with her ? 

I lost my emotional attachment to him . Without it he’s so ordinary. It was my love , my energy and effort that made him seem so special. It was always a toxic cycle but each time I became less and less infatuated with the version of him that I had created- kind , gentle.

Everyday! Same promise! Same struggles! Same feelings! Hard to go beyond it. How hard one may try , one would end up in the same scene again. Bad habits kills the soul out of you.  While working on it, it takes a lot of time to see slightest of improvement. Also there is a fair chance of relapse. You would work on few days with josh to undo the wrong doings. Agin falling in the trap for infinity no. Of time.s

My parents saying how they miss who I used to be or the little girl they used to know.
My dad constantly shaming me, despite him having touched me 4th-8th grade (I’m in 9th) 
I can’t tell my mom she’d call me a whore

My moms verbal and physical abuse since I was little.
Racism for my skin tone. I don’t actually mean anything to my friends anymore.

I wish I had killed myself earlier, before I met my boyfriend. Because I don’t want the one person who cares to miss me. 
I just don’t want to live as me, I’m a disgusting person. And now everytime I get nervous I scratch into my skin with a pencil

Discrimination

To all my loving girlfriends, as one female overthinker to everybody: what is one thing that you are extremely thankful for in your life.

For me, its just being alive and living each day to the fullest :).



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