Does it ever feel like you’re living in a bottle? Nothing different. Everyday is the same. You see the same people, you do the same things. And when you ask for a change…it just backfires. Does it feel like you want to help someone but you yourself are in a mess. How do you expect mw to clean your mess? And the worst part? I am an aspiring psychologist. See the irony? I can’t help others. I am unable to. I just feel too tired or irritated to do so.
Sometimes I just want to run away. But if we start running away from our problems will we ever achieve what we wanted to? In my case I need some freedom, a little peace and want to set myself free. No emotional baggage. Maybe sometimes running away is what will actually help. I don’t know. I want to leave. I have this entire idea of a perfect place for me in my mind. I see myself sitting in an outdoor seating of a cafe in Italy, content with my life. Ah, the mere thought of it makes me happy. However, breaking my bubble I’m back to living my “lovely” life.