Koko @theunicorn
Depression is really something which affects you a lot. I wanna watch movie now but I can’t as I am not able to concentrate even in series or movie or anything… Things are pretty worse as have been going through since 14 years. I am really tired and exhausted. I am going through a lot, I don’t know what’s actually going on from past 20 years in my life. No, it’s not only confusion but it’s a pattern of sadness, trauma, deaths, restrictions, fakeness and much more. Yeah, I am alive and that’s most difficult thing to do right now in my life i guess. I am even stressed to share my feelings freely as I really don’t wanna stress the reader cause I know the reader is also a human being and no one wants to be sad right? I don’t know what will I do going through so much and I am so much tired of all this !!! I don’t wanna die but I am too tired. Currently going through a lot… Life seems hopeless and every night I just wish I could end my day, although it’s been so far 21 years of life I have been dragging things but sometimes I just wanna quit everything. I know you might be thinking why am I so much tensed and why I have so much negativity but the thing is I have really seen worst… Well, Now many of you might be thinking there are people who might be in worst condition than me and might be deprived of things but you know what I seriously want to end things… I am still trying to solve things and have tried hell lot to solve things but every time I try things become worst and I am now even so afraid to feel those feelings as those are serious depression issue which might be hidden behind my smiling face. I am even afraid to come to close to anyone and even so afraid to encounter anyone seriously anyone in my life anymore.
Thanks for reading so far !! May god bless you with loads of happiness, success and prosperity in your life!! Love you !! God Bless you !!
