Deep sadness. I don’t understand higher purpose. Want to end my life.💔✝️
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=–VNSvEt1EU&list=RD–VNSvEt1EU&start_radio=1
This youtuber https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ArSjsk556ak&t=273s said that nothing happens by accident, everything happens for a reason. It made me feel sad an happy simultaneously
When I was teenager I dreamed to create manga which would drastically change people for the greater good. Now I’m 19 years old and don’t know what to do with my life. I want to kill myself.
Suicidal will not end the pain…it will cause more to the people who love you. If not for yourself do it for them…life has ups and downs you know, its okay to feel suicidal sometimes but i beg you…do not end it yet. You have much more things to see and experience. Keep doing what you love and despite what happens try to get up and improve every single bit of yours.
I know how you feel that if you would just kill yourself you might find peace. But the fact that you wrote on this site means you also want to be saved. You have hope that one day you will be fine. Give life a little bit time sometimes we all need second chances even life. Remember all the happy times and hold on to it that’s what I am doing.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=–VNSvEt1EU
