Dear man , 
I love you. I love you so much that I was about to drop my plans and dreams. You were really caring. I was happy with you. I really felt like I wanted to be in your life...with you. I don't know what happened between us. There is something odd that I can feel from you for a past few days. Can you please tell me what's is going on. I really miss the old you. Miss you really that I can't sleep at nights. I miss the way you looked at me, the way you talked, The way we laughed together. Can you please tell me what happened between us. Have you lost interest in me. Tell me something. I feel like I deserve an explanation.
There is something that we both are ready to face...is that what keeps you away from me? We both know this thing between us doesn't have any future.  Is that what is bothering us?


May be yes! Our family won't agree with this. He loves to be in his hometown. I wanted to go abroad.

But doesn't I require a solid answer or a complete closure?

Confusion

Hope in the divine can empower a human being to overcome unimaginable obstacles. In a terrible predicament, when our hearts embraced hope, we attracted a power beyond ourselves to guide us, purify us and, ultimately, liberate us.

3am Thoughts

It's always us who allow our memories to disturb us. Only constant practice of self awareness can make us rid of it. 

Life

I don’t know why u ignoring me! I don’t know u decided to leave me? If yes just tell me !? Don’t ignoring me ! Face it ! I’m dying everyday. Everyday when I woke up I can felt numbness in my heart. My mind too heavy. My eyes lost is glows. My body aching because I beaten myself. I’m blaming myself for everything. I can’t move on till u tell me u don’t want me. Stop giving me signal! I can’t assume that you are no more in my life. I want it for you tell me you don’t want me! Admit it you can’t save our love from your family. Please 

Anxiety

Again and again..
Tired of getting played..
Everytime i got my hopes high, then it happens again..


Frustration

It's been 2 years since we broke up and you chose to not tell me about him, you to love me to forget someone else. when I decided to leave you stopped me like why would you still want me. you were the most beautiful thing that ever happened to me. you showed me what being happy feels like what being loved feels like. you told me that you feel safe around me and yet you decided to lie to me you decided to end things. you made assumptions. you made false assumptions about me on your social media. thousands of people watched that and I couldn't handle it.
I decided to hide. I decided to go away.
I am a ghost now. nobody not even my friends wanna talk to me. everybody looks at me like I'm this guy who can't over this toxic girl. you're not toxic you're beautiful you were confused I get that I forgive you but coming back to me and doing the same thing again.
I cannot move. I'm broken. I'm frustrated. I'm lost. I'm suicidal but you changed into a completely different person, someone you'd never wanted to be. we met online can you believe that. We met 10 days after. you came running to me like a psychopath and hugged me. I could never forget that. I guess we've both changed. you showed a 17 year old how to find happiness in little things. but now I've turned into this person, a person who can't make a decision. who's scared to fall in love again. I'm letting you go.i love you and I hope you're happy and following your dreams

Overthinking

The pleasure of remembering had been taken from me, because there was no longer anyone to remember with. It felt like losing your co-rememberer meant losing the memory itself, as if the things we'd done were less real and important than they had been hours before

God you are consistent, kind and good — I am greatful  that I am known by you. Nothing is impossible for you. You can change my circumstances in an instant. But even if you don’t, I will choose to keep moving forward and endure — because you endured everything for me. I know that these momentarily trails won’t last forever, so today I commit to keeping my eyes fixed on you. 

To everyone who is hurting, tired, exhausted, frustrated or anything else.. I hope this helps. 

May god bless you with happiness and strength.

Mental Wellbeing

Can the hope get alive if its dead already? 

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts