Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

Dear baby
I’m sorry
I’m sorry I couldn’t be your mommy
I’m sorry I didn’t allow you to have a chance to live
I’m sorry you didn’t have anyone to hold you
I’m sorry you won’t get any goodnight kisses
I’m sorry I failed to give you a chance to breathe
I’m sorry I couldn’t accept your love
I’m sorry I took your chances of living a life in this wonderful world

Baby I want you know I love you
I love you so much I’m sparing you from pain
I love you so much I’m saying goodbye
I love you so much I’ll spare you hardship

I fell in love with your heartbeat
I fell in love with your strength
I fell in love with your courage

I will always love you my little baby
And though we must say goodbye
You will be in my heart forever

Love, mommy