Rowan @rowan478
Day 32 of writing journal entries.
The day: Not bad.
My mindset: Awful.
I’m trapped in a tough position right now, I feel stuck where I am in life.
I’m lonely because I’m to timid and afraid of making bad friends and I miss an old friend who was good to me.
When I’m homeschooled, I don’t have issues finding social situations, it’s getting rides to those places that’s hard. But i don’t want to go to school either, that’s to much stress and homework for me.
I can’t get a job, even though I want to, I’m too young.
I can’t walk into town because the only way to get into town is by a highway and I can’t drive.
It’s like a stalemate in chess, if I make a move, I lose. So I’m forced to stay stuck in my cave at home all by myself every day…