Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

Dating apps never worked for me, it did only once ut that too the guy was already in depression because of his breakup so I helped him somewhat. He is a genuine guy, but I don’t like him in that way but I respect him because he understands me and my mentality. He is the type of guy am looking for but at the same time, I can’t keep any feelings on him because in the end it’s not gonna work out. Because I believe in loving a person with whom I can marry and be with them, so I always look for that possibility. I like to talk to him, but I do take the initiative of talking to him every time, at first I use to listen to his issues and solve them, now that he is ok, and am not in a good position I tend to tell him everything and he is a very good listener. But, lately am thinking that I shouldn’t bother him much even though am not feeling good because there is a limit for a person to listen to others. He is a very busy guy, am seeing him as a friend, for now, I always wanted a friend who can be close enough to share everything, but I don’t wanna disturb him so I stopped messaging him for a while thinking that he will do it if he wants to talk. I just don’t wanna bother anyone and am glad I got to know about this platform at least to share my feelings.