Sanjay @knowshowitfeelslik...
What is your deepest dark desires
Alex @deceivedayp
sorry for being a freak
Sanjay @knowshowitfeelslik...
No its okay.
But there something that turns you to be like him β¦
What is it ??
Alex @deceivedayp
lol, many upon many things. ive been scarred physically and emotionally
Alex @deceivedayp
this is literal lol, i have many scars
dhvani @dhvanee
And whatβs that?
Alex @deceivedayp
look above
dhvani @dhvanee
Ahh, I get it. But, killing these people for the good will only turn you into a criminal, for a crime that does not count in comparison to the crimes of the people you kill, right? So instead of feeling like killing these people, as we all feel at some point of our life, why donβt you wanna kill the badness in them?
TBH, you might agree, but you canβt do that actually. Same goes for me. People who mistreat us, and make our life no less than hell, are people who we wanna murder, because we only want a world where we hold value before others. And so, I think, feeling like killing the bad people is fine (until you actually kill themπ ).
Alex @deceivedayp
yeah i fantasize of people trying to attack the school and kidnapping people. i then turn into a monster and just kill all of them. I want to scare the crap out of people, I have a bit of bloodlust.
dhvani @dhvanee
Is the kidnapping part just a fantasy, or has that ever actually happened?
Alex @deceivedayp
just a fantasy
dhvani @dhvanee
Iβm relieved, because that actually sounds better as a fantasy