Crush ne bro bol diya bc...

3am Thoughts

               Meri zindagi……                                    I try to express My depression in words. Makes me Keep fighting

Bachpan se suna tha zindagi ek safar hai. 
Par mera yeh safar tho har din anokha hai. 
Kabhi din nikalta hai hasi ki Khilkariyon sa
Kabhi in aankhon main chupaye un anginat aansuon sa. 
Kabhi lagta hai ke main tukdo main bikhar gaya. 
Kabhi lagta hai ke meri rooh ko sukoon mil gaya. 
Kabhi main us chaand se akela lakhon taaron ke beech main 
Kabhi jugnoo sa raat ke andhere main akela timatimata sa. 
Kabhi ek mukhota pehne ek bheed ka hissa bhi main. 
Aur kabhi kisi purani kitab sa bhoola pada ek kone mai main. 

Depression

Kisne kisne ban hoke Naya acnt banaya hai 😅

Mujhe kisi se baat krna hai..I need some advice.

Confusion

Attachments sirf email tk hi achchi lagti hai🌝

ITNA SINGLE HU KI SINGLE SE BHI ZYADA SINGLE HU.

There was this topper girl in my class that always used to speak to me in english but w rest of the class, in hindi. I never understood why. which is rude bc I didn’t know english and she was almost fluent. I’d keep her on the speaker so that my mum could tell me how to respond.
Logo ko kyu lagta hai english mein baat karne se woh queen elizabeth ki jagah le lenge ya ben and elon musk ke jitne rich hojayenge? like this doesn’t make sense right? knowing english doesn’t make you smart or doesn’t increase your iq. well I hope she is having good day! :)

Anxiety

I am new in mumbai, i belong from very traditional Punjabi family few months ago only i shifted here i tried to socialize with people in my colony, luckily acha bond bangaya sabke sath, i made new friends and I am a kind of person jo relations bht serious leta hai like if you're my friend 24/7 i am available for you anytime you need help I'll be there, as i said i am from a very traditional family toh ye female friends ko hug karna n all makes me uncomfortable I don't judge anyone everyone have their own mindset but i am not comfortable while hugging a girl, yesterday we were playing truth and dare, mere turn me maine dare liya one girl said "come on hug me, this is your dare" i clearly said no i was like game hai toh game ki tarah khelo ye sab nai karunga mai, so they gave me another dare and then game was over sab apne apne ghar jaa rahe the, ek ladka aur ek ladki hai (can't disclose their names) vo dono mere floor pe rehte hai, humlog lift me the vo ladke ne dhakka diya zor se and I fell on that girl mera hath uske breast pe lag gaya zor se and she started shouting sablog bahar aagaye the and my mom was also scared, she said "game ke time toh bohot bhola bann raha tha ab mauka dekhte hi ye sab karne lag gaya" aur jisne dhakka diya tha vo ladka bhi uski side lene lag gaya but one of my friend knew vo bandi ye sab harkate karti hai toh he saved me bldg ke secretary ne uski F.I.R karne ko bhi bola lekin mom ne mana kardiya tha......still my hands are shivering and i am feeling uncomfortable🙂

Toh kya hua?
Dil hi toh tuta hai 
Toh kya hua?
Zindagi se ek insaan hi toh chuta hai
Toh kya hua?
Shayad ek saal phirse padhna padega
Toh kya hua?
Shayad maa baap Ko aapko phirse daantna padega
Toh kya hua?
Aaj jebh me paise nahi hai
Toh kya hua?
Nahi koi puchta ki kaise ho
Toh kya hua?
Shayad aaj nahi puchega kal puchega
Toh kya hua?
Agar kal bhi na puche 
Toh kya hua?
Aaj tum tumhare saath ho bs vahi kaafi hai
zindagi me thode toh thode ache lamhe toh mile hai baaki sab maafi hai, zindagi kabhi neem si kadvi toh kabhi meethi toffee hai 
Bs iss waqt ko sambhal jao,bs iss waqt ko sambhal jao vahi kaafi hai. 
Agar kuch acha nahi lag raha hai, akela feel ho raha hai toh kisi se baat karo aur agar koi nahi hai toh usko apni diary me likho or use faad ke fek do, ya phir blog likho, kahi pe bhi post karo apna naam mat btao bs apne dil ki baat batado.
Because that's matters the most. Kyuki ek baar jab vo aapne dil se nikaal diya na aapka dard aadha ho jaayega aur kya chahiye.
Always remember zindagi worth hai vyarth nahi.
Written by 
Rj Vashishth

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