Covid has been harsh. Me who is an introvert haven’t met people in 1.5 years. most of the time I talk to my self, overthinking which often leads to anxiety.
Besides this my mom and dad are fight everyday, like really every single night. Home feels like hell, it’s as quite as library all day, there is no love ir affection towords eachother.
I used to be great at academics did well jee and got into a good college (not iit), but now there is 0 interest in studying, my cgpa have came down to 6.o and this make me a disappointment to my parents.
I find everything annoying even movies and games, and my academics adds extra pressure.
I just want to escape all of this. I think I may be depressed, can anyone help with suggestions or medications.
Please take a break, a genuine break from work. Stop thinking about your parents, i know its hard but your work is your priority. Rebuild a schedule then and make sure to follow it, also make sure to not miss more then two days.
If possible communicate with your parents, tell them that their behaviour is bothering your work and growth, they will understand.
Don’t be hard on yourself, its okay this shall to pass
Thanks
Will try that.