cats are so adorable😍😍, i really love to pet them but i get nervous as in I don't really wanna to make them feel uncomfortable and think I'm harming them yk... How do i approach cats?? 

Happy

One trait I got from my father is the ability to stare at nowhere whenever things got out of hand. Today was our flight to Puerto Prinsesa and right after we entered the airport Ate B collapsed herself to the floor on the nearest corner. Their 8 year old dog, Ellie, di3d unexpectedly. She wanted to go home but they told her not to because she can't do anything about it. The operation only guarantees 50% survival rate. Idk who's decision it is, if they let Ellie di3 or it's Ellie's will to let go. She lived happily with them em sure. Luckily she calmed down right before our boarding. Em typing this while on air, holding both of her hands coz she might bleed her thumb. If I were her my mind would go blank and I can't think of anything. I'd probably just stare at nowhere and no one can talk to me because I'd probably have nothing to say

3am Thoughts

Why our generation is so much broken and depressed ?.

My cat died and I'm not able to control my feelings,  I'm devastated 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Loss

In today's news. 
He gets up at 7:30 PM as usual despite of me suggesting we wake up a little early so we can get some exercise in before we start our work days. 
As usual I get the you correct yourself first, then I will decide what I want to do. 
I wake up early each day to cook breakfast & lunch and complete the chores. 

He sits for a drink and I don't know how many. 

It's 3 AM, I'm watching "The sinner" in my office room and I step out to his room to feed the dog. He wakes up immediately in anger and walks straight towards me and then charges to my room and breaks my laptop. 
Reason: I woke him up because I was trying to feed the dog that he brought home, the one that hasn't eaten the entire day, the one he never feeds. Every single noise wakes him up, so my laptop is broken. But he watches episodes and movies after movies long after I get to bed to sleep. 
This is somehow validated. 

I don't know how much longer I can take this. 

Marriage

And my cat died :⁠^⁠)

like a piece of shi

Mental Wellbeing

I feed a street dog every night 
It got used to us 
Today it was raining so I thought I should wait for sometime and then go and put his food ( we usually feed around 9 pm ) 
Today I went at 11 pm to check if he was still there  ( coz it was still drizzling ) 
He was in a cellar an  appartment (neighborhood apartment)
He was locked from outside 
I don't know if he usually sleeps in the cellar or not 
I called him and opened the gate he reluctantly came out and I thought he was feeling cold and didn't want to come out 
I kept his food and today (infront of our gate)it was unusual
He comes into our parking area sometimes when invited 
He usually just enters the gate but never really check the house surrounding
Today I tried to call him but he checked our parking lot/ varanda 
He didn't even touch the food 
I thought he was not hungry and thought of taking him back the cellar where he was first waiting 
I showed him the gate 
Opened the gate but he didn't want to go inside
 It was drizzling outside ,it was cold 
But he didn't go inside
I didn't know what to do 
It was 11 pm and I was scared what to do 
I was confused 
I didn't want to wake up the watchman of that apartment 
And the dog wasn't going in 
He was trying to eat leaves and grass 
He was uncomfortable I understood that 
But I didn't know what to do 
So I just closed the gate of that apartment ( I didn't put the bolt)
I cannot bring him to my house either 
Coz if we sleep we don't know and we can't open the gate when he wants to go out 

I left him ( he was eating grass , sneezing and its unusual) 
Now I have the guilty because I didn't lock the gate of that apartment 
I made the dog come out to feed him 
Now what if he can't go into that apartment? 
Ps ( there are other under construction  apartments for him to sleep but I am not sure ) 
Did I do anything wrong ? 
Please comment 
I am worried

Confusion

My cat ran away 3 hours ago pls pray he comes back I am very sad right now I'm crying. I prayed to Allah almighty hopefully he will come back for the best. Don't feel like talking to anyone right now I'll probably sleep while I cry I don't know take care everyone 

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