can anyone who has bipolar disorder tell me more about it ...like who you feel?

You get instant mood swings in bipolar. You could get offended at anything, lash out at anyone and scream at others on little things and stay depressed or lonely the whole time  . Now that i am cured i still get flashbacks everyday and i am so scared of myself. Well i am happy I don't have it anymore:)

Bipolar Disorder

What should I do if my parents don't want to get me diagnosed with a mental disorder? I was struggling for year and I thought a psychiatrist would help me to feel better. But my parents say that I'm fine and can manage so there's nothing wrong with me and there is no reason to spend money on nothing.

I just found out two days ago that I've clinical depression. And my counselor suggested me to see a clinical psychologist and start my treatment before it causes more problems for me. 
But how do I tell my parents? How do I make them understand that I need help? It's toooo much of a task and I don't have the courage, energy or patience to tell them. 
What guarantee they'll understand and take me seriously? What guarantee they'll actually believe me and not tell me that it's all in my head? 
I already have very very low expectations given how they've reacted whenever I've tried to express  myself to them before. 
It's too big of a worry for me thinking how do I tell them and convince them for treatment. It's causing me anxiety just by thinking of it! 
Idk what to do ...

Depression

I don’t know why, but I’m finding it difficult to talk to my parents about getting me a doctor.

I am using this app for the first time. I dont know, what to expect but still I wanted to have a  place where I would feel seen, somewhat. 
So basically in short, I diagnosed myself with bipolar. I am aware about it, has mostly been but I did not know that there was such condition or term. I love and adore genuine and raw friendships but as far as I remember, it was hard for me to find like minded people. At this point, I am about to graduate. Life is taking another phase but I am scared. Scared about what ifs. I know I have nothing to lose and so much to gain but this knot inside me, has not loosen yet. Please have your suggestions, opinions or anything. 
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Compassion

I was suffering a lot mentally without my medications (for bipolar disorder) for just 4 days . Even now I'm unable to be calm and do some work.only thing I'm doing is over thinking and tired of thinking and agin getting sivere headache. I pretend to be normal with my family.i don't have a clear goal or something that I could push myself and do productive work that would help me in making my life in a better way.but nothing is helping me .still I haven't opend up to anyone even to my therapists . it have been a year since I attended counseling from doctors.  I don't even know to express my feelings and thoughts even through words now😑

Feel like disappearing , 
     It have been 2yrs since I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder . Even before that I was disturbed and was in trouble a lot but no one noticed my disability to get socialize and get along with people. In this past 2yrs I've cut my wrist had excessive of sleeping pills in the thought of attempting suicide several times I've visited many psychiatrists and had many counselling session but the thing I was lacking was good food nice ambience and a great company and also I was and is in a relationship but I'm making him unhappy and I was not consoled when I badly needed love coz I was non expressive most of the time . I haven't shown him or anyone the real me suffering from this though of ending my life . 

My friends are asking me to visit therapist because I don't know what's going on with me when I tell them that this is what going on in my head and they saw cuts in my hand they ask me to visit a therapist but I don't know how to tell this to my parents for the I am alright because I act normal at home..IDK what to do ??

I'm desperate. After 6 years of dealing with major depressive disorder, quite unsuccessfully, I was recently diagnosed as bipolar. After that, the psychiatrist suggested we changed the treatment. It has been about 5 weeks since then, and I just feel horrible. I don't want to feel like this anymore. I've been keeping closely in touch with him and my therapist, and they both suggest that we keep at it until we see better results. But, I feel like I might fail this semester at Uni, and that I'll never be able to get a job, or have good friends. I had a nightmare yesterday and I woke up longing for someone who could help me. But, I fear no one can help me. I am not at risk, and have a great support system. I'd like to know if someone has gone through something similar, and if there are some words of encouragement or tips, books, songs, movies, really anything that helped through this process. Many thanks. 

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