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28 aug is my birthday nd now only some hour is left nd I'm going to be 21st on yesterday and I had a too much dream of this birthday but now I feel like my all dreams are just fade away my all dreams nd happiness are gone but I'm feeling sad nd dishearted what did I do ? 

Hi.. so I know I said everything is over but I have this group chat with Me, K and S

K started talking to me from there so I never got a chance to move on and I don't want to ignore her... I talk to her there now... But I don't know what to do.. Should I let it go... or still have hope...? 

Also, I made posters on how fishing nets are killing whales... and that the oceans could be empty in a few decades. I put them up in my society. I wanted to share them here but Idk how to put images :(

Comment if y'all want me to put all the info in a diff post or if you know how to add images

So basically I want to start trying to help world problems specially climate change because if we don't help it in about 20 years cities could be deserts, the sea level would rise... and ice from the Himalayas is also melting

since I've been working on all of this, I also started informing S and K about this on the group chat but the thing is.. K said I've "changed" Idt I've changed.. I've just come to know about what world problems there are and want to help them... and then she put a message saying "I liked the old you better" but then deleted it

I don't understand... Why would someone not like that they're partner wants to help the world and make it a better place.. is that so wrong..? Like did she like the bad girl side of me better? 

She even asked 
"Would you still like me if I'm racist?" I said "no" 
"Would you like me if i was rude?" I said "no"
"Would you like me if I was selfish?" I said "no" again...

then later she kept thinking I was lying to her about something.. i forgot what- after that I said "Nothing can change the way I feel about you" because she's said it to me before-
then she said "Me being racist, rude and selfish can" like WHAT!?!?

there's been other times when she's asked me "How long do you think this will last?"
I said "I want it to last forever"
she said "But I'm sure that's not possible" and ofc that hurt me...

later she asked me the question again I said "Not that long because of our current situation"
she said "don't say that- you just killed me-" like- what? So if you say stuff like this to me, it's fine but if i say it to you, it's not? I always forgive her for this kind of stuff because I love her and everybody makes mistakes... but this is getting too much

It's an emotional rollercoaster... she hurts me, then makes me blush, then hurts me again... I don't like any of this.. but I don't wanna lose her either..

Anyways.. I need to stop thinking about what she said...
I just need somebody to tell me whether or not I should end this.. whatever it is...

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