Frustration

Hello,
What happens when trust is lost and can you ever get it back? Some days I try to stay so strong and then there are days when I can not make my mind to think. 
Life is so strange. Does money improve life? I know it does not. But being from a poverty stricken family, sometimes I can not help but wish that I were rich. I wish I did not have to let go of so many things.   

Money Problems

I feel betrayed for trusting a stranger who wants to lie and destroy my hard work. I just want to kill myself to escape the pending shame and stress as a result of his lies. Bad things are always happening to me
I’m tired

Anxiety

Just feeling terrible. Ain't trusting anyone. 

I can't trust anyone 

Sickening fear, I don't trust anyone anymore, I'm tired of making people understand. Things been definitely not falling in place emotionally even after putting certain efforts. Even now I'm rethinking about why I'm doing this right now but just feels like it's time to let out all those. Not used to writing things in a dairy nor interested being social but that's the only existing world around right now.

But how writing it here might impact I have no clue. It's better to let out everything though.

Depression

Sad
Y do few loved ones break ur trust, y can't they be happy and let others b happy. Why are their hearts so stone like

Narcissism

It's not always trusting people it's all about making yourself strong to handle situations. To live fully accept the people what they are and don't be the football of other people's game.


3am Thoughts

i feel stuck. how to get rid of trust issues 
im constantly worrying that my bf will cheat and i cant even trust him he didnt do a single yhing to make me not trust me but its my past experience i got used and cheated on italked to him about it and he tries to give me reassurance but i still cant

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