Being sad , depressed full of anxiety on birthday .......... Its come to that and not just theregular kind .......... Its because if some special someone ........
Has my lifecome to this . 
Why am i letting my life get fucked up . The day hasn't even started yet and i am in a very bad state 

I cant stop crying ...... Last time i talked to her i said please wish me on my birthday , i will feel better even though she was manipulated and was at a stage that she hated me already and those venemous friends ............... I am tired thinking good for everyone 

Thank you , bring me more deep down into the earth . Please dig a grave as well 

She loved me even though we decided to not get into a romantic relationship . Just some jealous people and her bipolar if she was truthful ................
Sometimes people think that being harsh to the other person will help but they dont know the whole incident , situation , its outcomes .....
Thank you for trying 
Stay blessed fellow soul 

No friends , sister and i aren't close . Parents ka toh kya hi kahna . That's why i wanted to go on a trip somewhere this weekend taaki yeh sab na ho . 

Not healthy enough . All this sincetheoast 8/9 years has taken a heavy toll on my health . 

They just happened sone time ago . But the past decade ? Do you think i am not trying to forget them . Ocd ........ Koi word ya thing se ghum ke baat wahin pohoch jati hai and then i obsess about that thought. 

Anxiety

turning 19 in a few days. i should be excited but if i could skip my birthday this year i would. 

In a sense, every birthday is a death day—a comemoration of a year gone by.



3am Thoughts

I wanna greet the guy who i love so much but we choose to part ways..
Happy Birthday Babe RM.
I wish you a good health and i hope you find peace and love.
I love you so much. Thank you so much..

Breakup

I saw a reel about how someone's birthday is exactly 9 months after their dad's. So i decided to count what 9 months before my birthday would be and um both my parent's birthdays are in November and im born in August, exactly 9 months later. Jdjdjdjdjdjeiieieiwiwiwowowowieieisiejje🤠😭

this is very random but I AM VERY SAD because I cant go to Seventeen's concert :(

Today is my birthday 🥳🎉
I spent my day 😍🤩 amazingly.
But I'm feeling like something missing,idk what's that  🤷.


Happy

Birthday countdown begins, 3 days to go 🎂🎂🎂🎂🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

Celebration

Being choked by own dad on freaking 18 birthday soo yep happy adulthood to me 🥂

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