Being dumb and not knowing things is such a curse. People making fun of it or feeling pity of you

Life

There's a certain audience for the affection i had to offer but what if I'm unable to find even a single person like that. What If no matter how cautious i am to trust someone when i finally express i get negligence. All my feelings and efforts have been disregarded.
Is that uncool? To be taken for granted is all what i am for. 
It's not like oh it has happened once or twice. The numerous account of these encounters with ungrateful people is what baffles me.

Should i just build a wall around me. Dare not anyone enter . For i have lost the patience. 

Am i that unworthy?

LGBTQ

At this point, i have no ambitions or direction in life. I don't know what i am doing or what i am gonna do in the future. Everytime I've tried to so something for myself, life has said f*ck you and threw a curve ball at me. As long as i have a job that helps me survive, i think i am gonna be okay with it. I am hopeless.  I don't think I'll ever have people who'll love me and give me as much importance as i give them either or have friends who'll be there for me when i need them.

Never thought my life will get this miserable just in my 20s. I used to be such a happy kid and now that happiness has been sucked out of me. There is never a day where i don't cry, sometimes i even hate looking at myself in the mirror.

I have a question: Can a person lose them in something that they did not want to be in, in the first place?
I ask because I have learned that we need people to live in life, and I have people who have told me the best way to get through something is to jump in or submerge yourself into it. I have done that for the past few years. I am a very distant person. In the process of learning how to like people or be more social, I have completely lost myself. I am not happy with myself or my life. I used to be satisfied when I was alone, but now I am not surrounded by people who care.  I think it is because I am a person that can not be okay unless the people I can lean on are okay. So I could never focus on myself because I have been too worried about the people around me .

So what do I do?

Conflict

Those who hate maths ( as well as science) ... Message me down ...I really Hate Maths ....

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Stress

Hey everyone 
I am Me

Acne

My younger  sister  is  so so annoying  !!! She always  wants  what I have ....she is deliberately  annoying  me everyone  knows  I have  saitica so I have special  bed which  is softer than theirs now she is sleeping  on it and she is like she won't  sleep  anywhere  else  and my parents  doesn't  even  yell at her as she is younger  than  me  !! Why me man every  time  I  need to make sacrifices I bought  a  antique  copper  glass and she liked it so I can't  use it because  jo bhi hoga sabmai batega !! Man she is so rude but my parents  are  thinking  that her rudeness  is  her smartness  she even  disrespects  my parents  but tgey are like  choti hai 16 years  ki ladki chhoti nai hoti ..... whatever  I  like I need to sacrifice  for her food , clothes  everything!! All household  chores  are  done  by me and  they keep ordering  medi I won't  eat this you need to make this for us yaar !!My mom just makes khichdi sabji and while  I make my  own diet  food I need to separate  it and put some gravy for them !!! Right  now  my back hurts man !!!!!

Frustration

Him, after choosing someone else rather then me.. I discovered that I'm starting to feel anger and hatred towards him, I want to cry because of this feelings in me. What do i do. I don't want to become a monster who hates someone but also can't helo myself to let the feelings flow freely in me. Can I forgive myself? 

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