Being an elder sister, I have been supportive and have always encouraged my younger one of her choices and decisions. I may as well say that I have been quite jealous and amazed of the clarity she has had in her line of thought and decision making. There have been several occasions that I have sought her advice which have did wonders. However, now that I see her progressing and she is moving cities for her internships (she is pursuing undergrad away from hometown), I feel that I am stuck and just not hustling. I am jealous of her actually studying/living away from home, to be able to secure opportunities which makes her travel. I feel fed up of where I am and just wanna make a move and live life on my own terms and see what is it like. I would not shy away from saying that whatever efforts that I am trying to put in to achieve that, they are not becoming real. I want a taste of that freedom and independence. It is different and difficult altogether to pursue certain things while living with family who will constantly question your actions, make you doubt your progress. All of this is so overwhelming and frustrating.
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