Being a single mom that still loves her child’s father is rough….any time I have new be it good or bad the first person that comes to mind and the only one is him. I want to share everything with him most times and then I remember, he’s not that into you and he’s on his own beat and journey in life. Sometimes I cry because he’s the one person I wished would give me the feelings and things I would like to have that can only be given from someone else who loves you but he’s incapable of that and I don’t know if he would ever be capable of giving me what I need….I finally got my closure and we talked things though about our failed relationship and issues 2 years after our break up. I’ve grown and I’ve healed all this time but somehow the hope of us eventually making it and being good for each other always seems to be to the back of my mind. I just want to be free of the pain and wants and expectations of it all. I wanna be free, free to love, free to move on with my life but somehow I keep coming back to this, back to wanting us to work even when I have those little conversations with myself and where I tell myself I know I deserve more and better……this is hard and it sucks and it’s sucks even more cuz I have no one to talk to about this and to help me by just listening when the coping gets too real and I just don’t feel to hold it together anymore….
I know it’s hard right now. You do deserve better. You deserve someone that never makes you feel empty. I don’t know what to suggest but I know that you will get through this. ♥️
Thank you hun😊
It’s so sad that you’re having such a hard time right now. Fortunately, even though the pain you’re suffering today feels unique to you, it actually isn’t-
“What has been is what will be,
And what has been done will be done again;
There is nothing new under the sun.” -Ecclesiastes 1:9
This means that if others in similar or even worse conditions found the help they needed to take control of their lives so can you. Question is, what are you willing to give up to become the very best version of yourself?
Yeah I understand, sacrifices and growth needed again and again that’s is definitely facts… thank you
