Ballee baleee.        Te shabba shabba.         Ballee baleee.         Te shabba shabba             Khao piyo aesh karo mitro😅🤙

Idk knw but feeling happy ....still not completed my assignment and getting happy enjoying 😅🤙

Music

Work on your boundaries. You can't be everything to everyone and nothing to yourself

Adulting

I have gotten an ear infection with the cough. So I officially can’t swim for a few more weeks. I love swimming and I hate that I can’t. Also my cough hasn’t gone in 3 weeks. :(

Physical Health

Any malayali

Caregiver

This is my first relationship and  with a guy 7 years older than me whom i met 2 months ago on an online dating site. I had no idea how relationships work and what all we have to do or expect in return. In the very beginning it was bliss .....i felt as if i could depend on him , share everything and get constant support but as a month passed by i realised he is emotionally withdrawn and dosen't have time for me eventhough i take time out of my busy schedule for him. I don't know what will happen next but i am just fed up when i am the only one working on this relationship.  We are in a relationship but he says i am too young to commit to one guy.....that i should explore ...date and meet other guys ....even hookup with them. And he is cool with that.  It feels like he is pushing me away even when i want to stay! I don't want to be with other guys but him and ok i get it that i am just 18 and there is so much to explore but i want to do it with him. Why dosen't he get that?!? He says he is afraid what if we get too close and one oneday we breakup ....it will shatter him. But right now he's distant behaviour towards me is hurting me like hell! I am in pain.

Relationships

So I have a question for whoever wants to answer it if anybody does. 
Is it okay to choose your partner over yourself when you’re in a relationship?

I don’t mean it in a way that should suggest that you choose them all the time just in a way that should suggest that you choose them sometimes. 

For example if there’s a situation where your reaction to certain things tears them apart but in your head your reaction “protects” you. Is it okay to make an exception from time to time? Like a kind of comprise? 

I am feeling stupid.. Had a fight with my partner day before n haven't spoken since. Tomorrow I have my bloody exams n I haven't studied neither do I want to. Y do I do this to me

Breakup

Life is to enjoy not to satisfy ❣️
Be limitless ❣️❣️

Addiction

I miss him. He makes me feels better when I'm around him. I thought that we had something special. I guess I was wrong. He choose her. I am not good enough for him. When we're together it makes me feel fulfilled. Like there's nothing else in this world. Now he knows that i still love him. When I looks at him it feels real. I want him to feel the same. But that will never happen. He was a part of my small world. I don't want him in any other way. When I looks into his eyes there is nothing. I am more sure abt I miss him. But he don't even miss me. He wants her. I was the only one in his relationship with me, he never was. He don't want me anymore The day I stopped doing Efforts, that relationship also ended....🥀

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