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Anonymous

Aur me… Fir ek bar likhne baithi. Likhne baithi meri suljhi hui jindegi ki uljhi hui kahaniya. Wo kahaniya Jisme sab kuch sahi to tha, fir pata nahi kuch sahi kyu nahi. Jaha mujhe khush to hona chahiye tha par pata nahi me khush kyu nahi. Jaha thodi si khushiya, do pal ki muskan mere liye registan me pani sa tha. Aur sukoon… Sukoon to wo cotton candy jaisa tha, Jo ek pal ko he par dusre pal ko nahi. Mujhe nahi pata kab aur kaise… Mitti ki gudiya Dekh k muskurane wali wo me, ab muskurane k wajah
dhundne lagi thi…
Bin bat bak bak karne wali wo me, do labj bolne ko wajah mangne lagi
thi…
Bahar se dekho to sab sahi tha… Aur andar jhanko to itni uljhane, itne ganth… Jaise ki meri jindegi, meri jindegi nahi dadi k hat ka buna hua sweater ho.bahar se sulji hui aur Andar se uljhi hui ….

Me badi ho rahi thi. Adate, Shauk, sapne, jimmedariya sab badal rahe the. Ankho pe sajaya hua wo pyare pyare khwahise rato ko darane lage the. Palko me sajaya hua wo khwab ab bahut bhari hone lage the. Jindegi ab jine k liye nahi thi, wo to jimmedari ka dusra nam ban gaya tha.
Bolne jae to ab jindegi hi badal gaya tha…
Bachpan ka wo chanda mama, ab earth ka ek satellite ban gaya tha. Nani ki batayi hui pariyo ko “they are just myth” ka title mil chuka tha. Sapne ab sirf raat k neendo me hi nahi ate the aur na hi unpe ab sirf mera haq tha. Mere khwabo k age piche expectations aur dissapointment ka tag lag chuka tha. Mere liye hue har ek galat kadam “log kya kahenge” k taane se aksar takra k gujarne lagi thi……
Ab ankho me wo masoomiyat nahi thi, sab pe wo bin sart wali bharosa nahi
thi. Ab mere dost k list me wo chhota sa puppy se le k wo 70 sal k uncle tak sab ka nam nahi tha. Ab festivals me wo excitement nahi thi. Ab sote wakt mumma lori nahi sunati thi. na khane ki jid se apne hato se nahi khilati thi .ab papa aksar naraj ho jaya karte the . vagwan k samne hath jod k ab wo masoom duae nahi mangti thi …
Ab ye pata chal chuka tha dard sirf Gir k chot lagne se nahi hota, yaha dil bhi tuta karte he. Aur bura to us din sabse jyada laga tha jab pata chala tha dhoka aksar apne hi dete he…

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Dante @varun24

Man…that’s…that’s a lot of problem

@kkr10

Similar as my story

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Shaina 🌺 @shainaitis

Thisssss🤌
So psychic 🥲

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it @illu

Arrey ,shyna didi how are you ?

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Shaina 🌺 @shainaitis

I’m fine lol. Wby?

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it @illu

Feeling better since last night

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it @illu

Shared lin with myself , will read later . I am such a lazy person. Take care fellow soul

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Anonymous

Bas aise hi man kijiye,ki agar Dil tut hi gaye is ajeeb sa duniya me, to khuda ki yeh hi khwaish h ki ap is bar kisi aur nahi…apni hato se jod le ye dil.

Khte h, ki kisi aur ko khokar agar khud ko mil gaya, toh ap Jeet gaye. 😊

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@aniii

Dear who ever has written this, every line is a masterpiece. I hope everything goes well and you meet your ‘childhood you’ again . I hope hum sab khud ko pehchan sake.
You got this .❤

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Anonymous

Thank you 🥰 … I hope so too. Maybe one day I can find her somewhere.

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