At times, all you need is someone to listen. Someone to hear you out. Someone to give value to every word you’re saying.
Someone to smile and nod, and laugh at you when you need it.
Someone to drop their world for a few minutes to help you balance your own. Simply someone to listen, not only because they want to, but because you need it.

3am Thoughts

i am not feeling good . because i m suffering from anxiety 😔😔😔😔

Anxiety

I'm not feeling well since the past 2 days. You see I'm 16 and I am not allowed to date. Today was my boyfriend's birthday, we have been dating for the almost a year now and a few months ago my parents found out, they went ballistic and even called his father and told him everything. They took away my phone at that time to cut of all contact with him, my father had threatened me to not talk to him otherwise he will ruin his career. 
On my birthday I managed to spend it with him by throwing a combined birthday with his best friend so my parents had no other option other than him being at my birthday party
Today was his birthday as I said, understandablely his father doesn't like me I had lied to my parents saying that I went to a different person's birth day so that I could go to his and his father was also there. My parents didn't find out about it but I'm still very uneasy.  I don't know what I should do about this, am I overreacting?


Ever since I found out that hardwork will not always get you everything you want in life, my life has never been the same, not in a good way. It was an ideology I lived by for the longest time and now I just don't believe it anymore because it happened to me too.

What my friend said when I told him that I liked him:

I have no romantic feelings
Not physically attracted to you 
Was trying to move beyond the physical aspect of things as I was being affectionate with you 
Not sure if I am strong enough to overcome my instinctive choices 
Do not see you as a romantic partner in the long term
Don't know if I am emotionally connected enough
This won't come easy
I value our companionship and friendship but don't know if that's enough 
Even if I agree to work things out now, it'll just be as a result of me wanting to sort things out for a while 
There is no clear 'want' to be there with you romantically 

We aren't technically dating or not dating. He promised effort and exclusivity. I feel like he was threatened that he might lose our friendship and that is why he agreed to give it a shot. 

It's been a few days and things are the same as they were before. I just think he isn't interested. Should I cut things off or give it time?



Relationships

Mom Dad.. Was I not enough ?? 🙂 Why do I have siblings 😭

Family

everyone deserves so much in life and fucking gets nothing 

Been a bit exhausted while not doing anything productive from a few days and not feeling good  with this thoughts 

Productivity

"Maybe we feel empty because we leave pieces of ourselves in everything we used to love" 

~R. M. Drake

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