As long i keep my end real i dnt care how the situation turns out

Compassion

Is it too hard to believe someone who is screaming in pain?

3am Thoughts

i am very very messed up with my ocd

Anxiety

How to stop being sensitive person?


ADHD

I just want to drown out the noise 😖. 

Mental Illness

Why does ocd cause so much mental agony 😪

I can't feel anything right now except the pain of mosquitoes biting me continuously but i can guarantee that this is the worst i have ever felt in my entire life . Anything i live for ends , any motive i sign myself upto, the long wait and prayer also can't hold anything that i love. This is the worst condition in my life and the worst part of it all i have nobody to talk to or share my feelings. It's just like I am living like a dead body , anything that i wish for burns down. I'm trying to keep myself tight but the reality is I'm just hanging on with a thread, and without support which i do not have or rather never ever had , the thread might break down and me too.

Failure

Is it bad to think that none of this wouldent have happed if I wasn’t alive? Would everything be better? Am I the problem everyone keeps telling me about?  sometimes I feel like I am. I mean what’s the actual point of living if there’s nothing to live for? Nothing so what’s stopping me it’s not like there’s anything stopping me, right? Wrong there is one thing stopping me thinking of my family at my funeral hurts in a weird way. It doesn’t stop the thoughts though and that’s the part I’m worried about the most. I’m not worried about the cuts I’m worried about the thoughts what if one day I can’t stop them? And now since I’m so caught up in my own drama, I’m creating I’m losing friends. Which makes the situation worse. its so hard to think about people that care about me when there’s no one on that list. But the worst part is to trust someone and for them to stick a knife in my back? Why? why do I have to put people on a pedestal, and they put me in the garbage can.  

I want to end it. I’m sorry I can’t do it anymore. I just can’t.

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