As I wake up every morning, a sense of despair embraces me. That nothing will go right, that this world is too cruel and its humans too. I am not a very smart person who can say many witty things or keep a conversation warm, but I can be very trustworthy. I never had any friend who would give a shit about me. And at this stage of life, I am too tired and afraid to look for one who will understand and respect my feelings. The only friend I trusted, has betrayed me over and over. And I can see that she never valued me, is only with me because of necessity. I sometimes envy those who has found love or friendship.
I just wish my friendship, my love and my contribution were acknowledged.
First of all, I’d like to extend a virtual hug to you because it seems like you need it (: Second, what I’ve learned is that people either enter your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime. The friend who betrayed you was meant to be in your life for a season, and there are plenty more people in your life that you have yet to meet so keep your head up! Also positive energy attracts positive energy (:
Thank you for the virtual hug. I am going on with my life and trying to stay positive. Because I know that is what matters. It is just that sometimes it gets too lonely or doubtful. I am learning how to find myself and love myself in those moments.
Amen to that
