Anyone working in IT  company need help to switch job ..... Currently working in TCS as a Full stack developer.

Education

Life has been a mess since offline college started. I think everyone is playing me. I can’t trust anyone. I don’t want to do anything now! Everything just sucks 

Depression

Why am i so quite? I do not know how to socialize with others. May be that is the reason why i have no friends. I wanna make friends and express my feelings without any hesitation. I do not wanna be called a quiet person anymore. Please help me how to stop being quite and talk to anybody without thinking much.

Can i go to holika dahan while being on periods? It's my 3rd day

Period

I am the worst daughter any dad would have ..... 
I just cannot forgive myself for this .... I just hate myself ... i hate myself....
Everyone is taking care of their parents but me ..... i ruined everything for my dad .... earlier i used to be his favorite child ... and now he tries and treat me in the similar way but each and every time i look at him i feel regret 

How to deal with alcoholic parents who are abusive almost every alternative day after consuming alcohol for silly things? then a patriarchal younger brother who feels entitled to everything you do? just giving an example, my brother constantly taunts me for not building a good house, even though I paid for his private education for the last four years. And my parents stay silent in his abusive languages. The language he uses is hurtful and it is too much to take. When I thought it is almost over, recently the made a whole drama about my sister being irresponsible to her 5 years old daughter's education. Which was so ridiculous to me. They went on saying as my sister was not a good student, her daughter would be the same and her daughter's life will go to hell. These things mostly happen after they consume alcohol. But it is pretty disturbing as it happens quite regularly for different issues. Then if you try to talk normally later trying to solve the issue, the mother threatens or emotionally bullies you to committing suicide. I am a 30 years old unmarried woman with a career and living outside the hometown. And now stuck at home for COVID. Any suggestions, responses would be so nice. As, I am tired of thinking what to do? oh they act normal other days.  

Family

im very grateful to find college friends who understand me so much

Relationships

Has anyone went from a short distance to long distance relationship and did it survive?

3am Thoughts

How you showing up out there guys?I don't feel any interest in doing anything but I really wanna get busy whole day. Instead I am free whole day, I work, I have to study, but I can't study. Ugh. I just can't focus. 

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