Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

Is it ok to visit this site frequently.
I feel heavy reading posts here .
Any advice or suggestions pls
Anyone

100% here you will learn the real value of life.

Hi

How are you?

Take your time…

I feel good…

N u ?

Yeah yeah I’m good Thanks. Take my time for what?

To open up or reply…

Ohh okk. I’m not doing anything rn so I’m free

I am laying on my bed …since yesterday I am here 😂😀

On this site. Looking for some motivation…

Are you ok dude?

I am ok now… suffering from insomnia

Are you taking pills?

No pills …

I fear medicines.

So for how long have you been suffering from insomnia?

Don’t know when I developed this phobia I mostly stayed away from taking them …on an extreme I take…

There might be some kind of therapy?

What’s making you insomniac? Any particular reason? Only if want to tell

I didn’t knew before but I am realising recently…I us d to night outs mostly with friends…got in a habit of staying woke till late …but now I am unable to get enough sleep … suddenly I am conscious about my surroundings… sometimes I feel numb to my surroundings…

I am hesitant to do so!!

Probably your biological clock got disturbed. You messed up your sleeping schedule. I think you should try to fix it now. Have you tried listening to songs?

When was the last time you’d a proper sleep?

I feel lazy and listening song does not help.

All my friends are busy with there life…I feel left out and alone…
I don’t want to socialize also.

I totally understand dude. If you ever feel like talking to someone I’m always here

Thanks for listening I want to get out of this zone…
Sooner it is …I want to get exhausted to get sleep…
Getting my first dose of vaccination tomorrow.

You’re always welcome. Oh all the best. Hope you don’t get any side effects

I fear crowd people…going alone is worst feeling

I don’t want to be in this zone anymore…

You can take your siblings if you have any

You won’t, trust me. You’ll make out of it. You’re so strong

Everyone seems busy …
I will go anyhow …

Nobody wants to interact.

Pretend as if you’re a famous actor and then you’re shooting for a movie. Then think like you’re just acting as if you’re going alone there. Ik it sounds stupid but trust me it works

All are busy .

We came to this world alone, we’ll leave alone. Plus it’s better to be alone than to be surrounded by fake people

Thanks for suggestion…😁😂
I will …

You’re always welcome

Innocent lost why we grow up ?.. tendency to understand everything is taking toll on us.

Yeah it was much better when we were kids, we were naive. But we have to grow up. That’s a part of nature

True it is…
I didn’t want to be in this zone atleast.

Are u there & comfortable talking …?

You’ll soon be out of it

Yeah yeah I’m ok

I didn’t know whether I am new or recently discovered anxiety . Any chance I can come out of it ??? I am trying…

Are you seeing a therapist?

No one as of now !!!.. have you been to any?

No i haven’t. Then you should see a therapist dude

Why bro ? …I don’t want to … any other way possible…

Seeing a therapist is the best option i think. Try to stay positive, don’t overthink, even if you don’t feel sleepy go to bed in time it’ll be a habit

Or I take some sleeping pills tonight…

You said you’re sacred of pills

Waittttt
“Some sleeping pills”???
Heyy dude you ok??? Don’t take any such steps please bro

It feels extreme now …
Don’t know how I can explain
I have a phobia I only take medicines when in extreme…

I am at ease now talking to you…
But I feel burden whole day.
Sleep cycle is ruined for sure.

Ik it’s a phobia but you’ll have to take medicine bro. Health is everything

Try painting or reading a book or writing a poem. That’ll help. And it’s my pleasure to help you

Thanks for understanding dude…
I hesitate but
I will consult a doctor today to take sleeping pills.
Evening time…

Anytime dude
Yeah please do that

Thanks for giving me strength…
Cos of you I am out of my bed and home now… Will stroll for some time…
N u ?

I’m reading a book
Yeah you need some fresh air

If you don’t mind can I know where you are from ?

Thanks. They areee

Have you been to my situation …I mental space before …

Thank god not yet. But i do have trust issues and anxiety time and often

Correct me if I am wrong…as per my understanding only people who have gone through situation can only know how it feels…

You’re absolutely right

How are you now?

I am in a park/ garden …
Walking ,sitting …
Had a long conversation with my mummy over a call as l she is distant place.

Hmm you miss her na?

Yaa missed her …it is Just cos of my irritating behaviour I used to disconnect her call …talk half heartedly…

Don’t do that bro. You’ll regret it later

I regret it now bro…
I will behave well for sure…
It’s just was not able to express myself I did not wanted her to feel my mental space.

How are you feeling now bro?

I am ok now…looks like I will sleep tonight…

That’s great. Btw do you live alone?

No ! My younger brother lives along with me …
N u ?

Hmm i live with my family

It’s a different and long story …
By the way I am curious about you … remember I am totally okay if you don’t want to.

What do you wanna know? Depends on that haha