Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

Hey wassup how are you 🙃

Hii, I’m bored… You say

Heya sorry for late reply 😐
How are you

No worries ✌ I’m fine. Wassup?

I am good too

Do you come here regularly?

Yeah 😅😅

Oh so wyd 😂

Reading manga 😅😅

Oh cool are you a student ??

Yep

You?

Yeah me too

Sorry again for late replies 😅

No worries… So wassup … Hope you doing well ✨✨

I am doing good wbu

Me too… Life is boring…

Why 😂😂so is mine 😅

Are you in college or in school??

College engineering student I’m… You?

Why else, need something happening in life…

Final year student now gonna do mba

It’s pretty boring nowadays

So are you graduating or just entered fourth year?

Just gotta into mba college
It is yet to start I am not Engg student I am commerce student 😂😂

Wait are you guy or girl 😂😂

Ah my bad I haven’t read mba so I thought you were engineering student… Well I’m a girl…

Oh cool 😂😂

Heya how are you

Same old same old

What branch Engg??

Civil

Oh cool
So how long have been feeling depressed 😔??

Well it’s been 5 years but now I’m all okay…

5 years are you serious

Do you know why you feel that way any reason ??

Yep… But as I said from few months back I feel more like I became normal all okay… That feeling come back once in month but I know how to get out of it

Childhood trauma it was

Ohk I have the same issue it’s not something constant but it comes in phases some days are way too bad

How do you get out of it ??

Well first when it’s started I ignored it passed days sleeping most of the times… Then after 2 years when it got worst I told mom I need help …mom agreed…we met councillor… Then she gave me some tranquilizers to take whenever I get Suicidal thought or self harm… As then my boards were going on I cannot meet her going out of town every week…but I never visited her again… I started to live with it again for 1.5 year… Then I met my bestie I got open about my trauma fears insecurities after that because of some other classmates it got triggered… But whenever I used to see my bestie…I became little ambitious… Thought I want to live than to exist. I want to be happy, smile like others …so I decided to go to the same councillor for help as we were in same city… I use to go to her every week… But it made it worse again as telling it open and the need to answer her question kinda brought back my memories again and again… So I stopped decided I need to be strong no one can help me than myself… At times I openly talked about my feelings to mom and my bestie… And focused on my career and on what kind of future I want…and I started exercising going out for walk whenever I used to feel depressed… Trust me walking helps alot… And I started to out efforts in myself and to improve my future… Little by little I found what should I do to reduce my inferiority complex and how can I be little confident… And I read a lot though web novels and manga to distract myself whenever I feel depressed or need a break… Or I take a good bath clean room a little bit or organise my things… And now I think I’m much better than last year…put efforts time is best healer…

I texted too much 😅😅

Nope it’s fine 😅😂😂

It’s been a hell of a ride for you
I am happy that you feel better and you are in a much better place

Hopefully you will be okay one day… So are you seeking help from professional?

Nope 😅 never met anyone

It’s all upto you… When you need help you should ask for one, try to open up with your close ones,okay! 🙃

When needed*

There are some nights it’s kinda hard I just breakdown but most days I am fine for it comes in phases.

Me*

So how you get out of the phase every time ?

Idk watch some movies or try not to think to much idk honestly idk what is happening with me

I never talked this with anyone else 😅

Then introspect yourself… Note things that make you feel the way… Do you eat balanced diet?

It’s alright to talk out about it… It’s better than making it worst right? If you think you can handle it then it’s okay… But whenever you feel like talking about it ping me I will be all ears ✌

Yup most of what I eat is healthy I guess problem is with my sleep cycle and I don’t eat at right time and I need to go back to the gym

I feel like I am talking to someone in a comment section where everyone can read what I saying b😅😂

You want to talk outside ?

Ok shit I am embarrassed now 😂😂😅

No no don’t be… It’s normal to talk things out…

Do you have any fake insta id?

Ok so you got Instagram ??
Tell me your id I will text you there

Idk why I am damn scared 😂😂😅

If you don’t want to talk it’s fine too take your time

I will i will text you later right now I am in a online class

Sure sure no worries take screen shot of my username I will delete it

Ok don’t tell your real id here it’s not safe

It’s fake don’t worry I made it once when I wanted to ask for some career advice from some here

Someone*

Ohk oj

Ok*

I just requested you ??

I created a fake id

Yup 😂😂

😅😅

Hi

Hii

Insta

Are you asking me my Instagram id 😅

Okay 😅

Heya

Heya wassup