Anyone has parents pr parent who is narcissistic or Borderline or both ?

Adulting

I'm a dark skinned girl. I actually don't care much about it. But since childhood the hate I received was phenomenal. From family to friends to colleagues.. everyone I know made some comment on my skin tone.. ranging from how can a person be so dark or don't go out in the sun. Apply this and that and all.. obviously It has affected me but I'm strong. But I'm beginning to think is color really that important in life  ? Could it be the reason I'm still single ? 

Bullying

Results came out today & I found that I'm HIV Positive.

Depression

Which dog biscuits are less expensive to feed dogs specially street dogs? There are about 6-8 dogs in my street and no one feeds them so they cry in night
Please help

Pets

I have front crooked teeth and I hate smiling. 

Insecurity

My mornings are always the worst, as soon as I wake up my mother is there to yell and complain about everting I do and am. It really ruins my whole day.


I feel like shit. I feel like I did nothing productive at all today. I wanted to sleep in because I got home at 2:00 AM last night but I never allow myself to sleep past 9:45 AM at the ABSOLUTE LATEST because otherwise I feel I’m wasting the precious minutes of the day (which I may go more in depth about in another post.)
But despite me waking up so early, I didn’t even get dressed until like 2:00-3:00 PM, didn’t even brush my teeth until like 5:00, and didn’t accomplish anything I was planning to do.
I spent 3-4 consecutive hours on YouTube sitting in the middle of my bedroom, when I was supposed to be cleaning my dad’s car, doing laundry, showering, recording a new song and making a lyric video for it and posting it on my YouTube channel, doing literally anything else, but I just sat there. I knew I had other stuff to do, I was bored, but for some reason the idea of actually getting up and doing shit seemed equally monotonous and boring.
So I accomplished absolutely nothing today except for making a DIY ukulele capo out of a pen and a couple hair ties which took like two minutes, and half of that time was spent finding a good enough pen to use.
So yeah. Just had to vent I guess.

Failure

I want to talk.....

Life

It's been a month since I lost my mom. It feels so hollow. My days are filled with regrets, pain, numbness, anger. But the thing is everyone around expects me and my sister to stay strong for our dad. How cruel is that for them to tell us. On her funeral we had to stay strong. I am just 19. How am I gonna live without her. I know time heals. But I wish I could just rewind time. I just wanna talk to someone by venting how I actually feel and not by filtering things cause I feel I am bothering people. I hate people saying sorry and condolence. As if that would ease my pain.

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