Anyone has had experience with friends who make you feel alone ? No matter how much you try they'll leave you out of plans, won't invite you unless you ask, no matter what you do you're never good enough for them.

Yes I had that for 3 years i was alone and lonely

I had a set of friends like that once and honestly it isn’t worth it. It’s not worth questioning if you mean something to someone, or in your case a set of friends. Leave them and find nicer people to hangout with 

Depression

My whole life i have been a very choosy person. Same goes when i had to choose friends. Now that i have like 2 real friends and both of them are busy with their college life which I totally understand. But the thing is i tend to push people alot because ion want them to be hurt by actions i take when I’m hurt(not necessarily by them) now i have ended up with absolutely zero friends i have been like this for couple of months and it’s horrible. I have started spending more time on the social media just scrolling and my screen time increased so much. I just feel like I’m destroying myself because of that habit. I wanna make new friends but ion have the courage to text someone or even make the first move. I just I can’t do this anymore. There is like nothing left in my life to live for. And it’s all not just because ion have friends. I just hope that my life gets better or finishes. I can’t hold it together anymore.  

It always hard when I found myself scrolling through the WhatsApp contact and find out that my friend are online...the urge to chat with them are so damn big but the audacity that I have was probably smaller than a amoeba....

Plus when I was crying the hell out of myself but there none to talk to so I found myself stupidly waiting for them to chat me....but it always run through my mind that who the hell am I to disturb them with my problems....it hurt everytime I realize that last night I drive myself to sleep with full tears while waiting for someone to realize my status and start calling me or chats with me😭😭😭

How stupid am I rights 🥲🥲🥲🥲


3am Thoughts

It's been so long since I've had a proper relationship with anyone. I mean even as friends. I just like being alone but sometimes i also want people around. Wanna be alone but not lonely. It's good to hang out with some people once in a while right. With friends that you have fun with. But like I've kinda lost almost all friends. And I'm bad at convos so don't know how to make new one's either. Let's see what happens

Friends

How to stop losing friends ? 

Anxiety

I genuinely believe in friendships strongly but that's not how my destiny works . I really want a friend with whom i am me..the real me . It's just that something happens that could not be continued..

Hi lol, this is my first time here. I am here because rn I'm having some friendship issues, and because I tend to keep things to myself, I didn't talk to anyone about this. So here goes nothing lol. What happened was I moved to a new school and made some friends. There aren't a lot of "groups" in this school because its a private school and there are only like 30 people per grade. I have a bunch of friends, which I will be giving fake names to help makes it more clear. So one "group" of friends that I hang out with is made up of me, Selena, Rachel, and Haylee. Then there are other people I'm friends with, and well call them Stephanie and Carol (carol is everybody else I'm friends with that are not as relevant to the story). So basically, I don't like hanging out with the "group" because they gossip a lot, and when they get mad at someone, they will talk about them behind their backs. Recently Haylee came to me and told me how she doesn't like hanging out with them as well, and she told me how they (Selena and Rachel) had gotten mad because I went to a party they were not invited to, and they thought I should have told them before going. I thought that was pretty dumb since I can make my own decisions, and they shouldn't have to approve of them because its not their decision to make. She also told me how they hate it when Haylee or I sit next to other people because apparently to them, that means that were tryhards and we want attention. The thing is when Haylee told me this, she started opening up to me and telling me her feelings, and I felt like we had a connection, and I was really happy that I wasn't the only one who doesn't like hanging out with them. Another reason I was happy was that at the beginning of the year, Haylee and Stephanie were friends since we were both new to this school. However, at the beginning of the year, I always felt like crap every day because it seemed to me as Haylee and Stephanie were bonding without me. I was always the one who would walk alone when the hall or road narrowed, They would always walk beside each other and talk, and I felt excluded because whenever I tried to join the conversation, they would sometimes not even respond. When Haylee opened up to me, I thought that that meant we were best friends and that she had always thought of me that way. Soon though, I began to feel the same thing that happened at the beginning of the year was happening again. Little note is that Haylee and Stephanie did start to drift apart a little but not so much. They soon became best friends again, and I was happy and all, but they seem to be doing the same stuff over and over again. And today, I wanted to sit in between them so that I can talk with both of them, but they both wanted to sit together and kept whining about it, so I had to sit beside all excluded and everything. I tried to get in their conversation, but I can't when they have their backs turned to me and when they don't seem to be listening at all. I'll make jokes about feeling excluded sometimes as a way to hint them kind of and as a way to make them laugh, but all they do is say "awww no it's not like that" and continue talking with each other, without me, like nothing ever happened. This makes me feel like crap and like I'm not a good friend. It hurts me, but I don't want to say anything to them because I feel like I sound clingy and like a drama queen, and so I don't know what to do. Pls tell me if I'm overreacting I'm not sure if I am and I don't want to end up opening up to them then being called a drama queen.

Relationships

why do people pretend so much 

Hope

I don't know why I do this but I talk to random people on instagram like accept messages from random guys..and sometimes send to  some too..
Because I don't have friends and I often too get bored
Like I talk like just a friend cuz I think I am not ready for a relationship yet..
But crazy fact is many of them just tell they feel for me..some go away when I reject them some still talk and conversations get smaller..
Only 3 are there who hasn't told they feel for me or anything..
Like I don't wanna hurt anyone yaar.. as they get sad and hurt and simply stop messaging
but it's not my fault also naa..
Please tell me what I do
And I think people here can help me somehow with this

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