Any stories of you juggling many things at once and how you managed it. Asking cz sometimes our minds limits ourselves saying it's not possible but we know people have been there done that. 

Adulting

pencho friday hai rest y'all know.🤡☠

Other

Impression Formation........Making inferences or conclusions about the qualities of person while meeting with him or her  ..It is my criteria. .What is your criteria. .....Write on comment section. 

Confusion

Yaar personal time hi nhi hai. 
Saturday office m chala gya, shaam ko log bahar khich ke le gaye, aur ab Sunday ko ek friend aa rha hai. 

Yaar mujhe akele samay bitana hai. 
Kuch nhi krna, bass baithe rho, akele. 
Samay hi nhi hai. Weird. 

Aur ab kal firr office. 
Ahh!!! 

3am Thoughts

Any murakami fans here?

Books

I don't really think I can do this anymore. I've been faking my happiness and trying my best at living but my best just doesn't seem enough. This isn't a cry for help, I'm done asking for help and never being able to receive it. Every time I asked for help I wasn't taken serious. " oh everyone goes through these things you'll be fine" "this is life". Help feels like its impossible for me. if this is really life I don't feel like I want to live it anymore. I rather have peace. Instead of a cry for help I just want at least someone to listen to. to some this may sound "not that bad" which is fine, everyone has their options on things, but you really don't know how it really is. Growing up we were a very struggling family, but my mom tried her best to provide for me and my sister. I appreciate that from her, but with all that stress of her trying her best for us, she would take her frustrations out on us. my sister got more of the physical side of the frustrations but we both got a lot of mental and emotional abuse. We'd be told that we were worthless and how she wish she never had us and how stupid we we're. with all of this I do feel like I developed very bad depression. suicide was heavy on my mind. I would ask for help but it really wasn't taken seriously. I wanted help bc I knew that if I didn't get any the more id be pushed to death. look at where I am now. I felt a lot of rejection from my family which made me feel like everyone would reject me. Bc of this I thing I lost all my potential in being myself. Im tried and am still trying to pick up my pieces and feel like a normal person but when I get those pieces someone takes them from me and I'm back to nothing. Recently a lot of thing have just been making my situation worse, a move to my dads house, family drama, and more I still wanna keep under wraps even if this is anonymous. Honestly I have more I could say but I don't know how to word its to make it make sense, I wrote it like 3 times so ill leave this where its at. 

YOLO

My granny just passed away this morning. Don't really know what to say. This world's not shi, I been ready to leave.

Loss

Whenever I feel anxious, I feel scared too, I don't know why, any tips from anyone on how to overcome this.

Anxiety

.... This is a bit difficult but I have a close friend we are friends for almost 2 years but we know everything about each other from tip to toe everything about past present  she is quite social and easy going I think she treats me better than other person and I think I like her the other way once she told me that she dream about dating girls  and she was confused. I think she will only think of me as a friend. I don't know what to do should I stop seeing her too much......

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