any Married person  ??

I'm stuck somewhere in my decision making

Marriage

I can’t do anything to take care of myself.

Depression

I am single child, I have always had the tendency to emotionally rely on my friends and the person I am dating more. My boyfriends do become my emotional strength  and support in certain capacity. Other than this I usually like talking to people that keeps me sane and somewhere fills up my void. Now that I have been dumped my emotional pillar is gone and I am torn whether I should get on dating apps just to talk to people or I should start to learn how to fill up that void with my own company. I don't want to get into a relationship right now, nor do I want any flings or hookups.

Anxiety

Hey. 
Anyone up for a conversation?

Lonely

I've become numb. I can't feel anything. I'm not able to feel any emotions.

Ye garmi akhir kam kyu nhi hoti🥵😵☀ 

3am Thoughts

Hello everyone.
All this covid pandemic start just after my marriage. When 1 wave come I was confident that just take full precaution and will b fine. But now I am just super scared coz I just lost someone due to covid who was close to family. He has 2 children of age 5 and 1. Other than him I heard a lot of people who was known to me is dead. I am afraid my mother is all alone in another city. I agreed to get married only when I talked to my in laws that I will take care of my mother and visit whenever required and they agreed. Now, situation completely change I cannot visit on regular basis. Plus there is fear of covid. What if I catch during travelling and pass on to my mother. After 5 days or may b 7 days I have to get back to my inlaws and she is all alone here… I feel so guilty sometimes k why I agreed to get married. She was worried sick that when I will get married as I dont have intention to do that. But when I meet a family who agreed to my point that I will take care of her and cn visit anytime I want, only then I agree. My mother is happy that I am settled. But I feel so guilty,sad and worried for her… she is everything to me. I dont know whether I am overthinking or is there any solution?

Hey you stranger scrolling down, I need to tell you something. If “that” thing whatever it can be wasn’t supposed to happen in your life then you would NOT get the idea of wanting and craving it. So don’t give up, have faith and do your BEST to make “that” thing happen. Wether it’s a job or whatever it is. 
Saaaooooo, remember you got the idea because you can make that dream come TRUE!!! And believe in yourself! 
When you read this take a deep and long breath before thinking what YOU REALLY  want and what REALLY makes YOU happy. And then set it as your goal to make that dream come true. ^_^ 
I’m hoping the BEST for ya! You got this ☺️

Motivation

Without respect no friendship or love can be there or it lasts

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