Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

Anxiety can seriously mess someone’s life up. There are days when it’s just too overwhelming and I don’t know how to deal with it. Hell, I don’t even know what’s making me feel so miserable or maybe I do know but I’m too ashamed to admit it as I refuse to accept that I’m vulnerable. I find myself sitting in a corner getting eaten by my endless thoughts; continuously doubting myself . That feeling keeps suffocating me; I sometimes feel as if there’s a huge rock stuck in my chest making it ache. I can hardly breathe and no matter how much I try to fight it, it doesn’t go away. Honestly, one of the main reasons why I’m feeling this way is because I have no occupation that can take my mind off. I barely socialize with anyone. I’m too attached to one person that when they do other activities or have other priorities, it makes me sad. And I hate that, I hate it too much cuz I’ve never been like this; it’s making me feel useless and worthless. I can’t take it anymore and I don’t know what I should do.
Anyone who can relate ?