Another day just passes by
I ask myself… Am I getting better now? It’s been months… It feels I survived another night and I know how I’ve survived without her. Does it pain? Yes like hell. You breathe you feel that pain. Her vague memories are all left in me and keeps me alive. Will someone ever love like a failure guy like me? I don’t think they will. So I’m Still asking myself is it getting better? My heart and brain says no and they give me that pain and let me know that no I’m not getting better. Feeling worse is better in my dictionary now as I don’t know how I feel I believe there’s no word. Thank you for reading a failure’s day again. I hope no one’s goes through the numbness I’m going through.
#Painforever #Failure #Numb
Yes. Someone will love you, you deserve love. You may not be feeling better but the fact that you are alive means you have won a battle, you survived the night and that is impressive. You are already getting better, even if you can’t feel it. It’ll be OK. Just breath. I’m sorry I don’t more to say. Just look after yourself, you amazing human being.
