Annoyed but Ambitious… looking… feeling… creating… growing… aspiring.
Weird combination? Eh, I guess not!! Feeling all type of ways is normal ❤️

thank you so much it helps knowing there are people like you .

Self Love

I am feeling hopeless and worthless now and it is killing my mind. Please help me

Anxiety

im so tired. i don’t really feel like im living anymore at this point, i only exist. i am a mere shadow of the person i used to be and it’s the worst feeling. i used to be capable of so much more and now i can’t even get out of bed to go shower or brush my teeth. i can’t even reply to my friends, or do my work. im just so tired of my existence.
and i know people go through tough times and are less able to do things, but why does it feel so permanent and lonely?
i can be in a room full of people i love and still feel so alone…  

Depression

I feel so helpless when people tell me happiness is a choice. I didn't choose to be this sad. This sadness renders me useless. I shut down I can't think straight, I can't do anything other than waiting for it to pass. But it never really does. I feel so helpless when they ask me to stop overthinking. I desperately don't want to overthink but I don't know how to stop. I can't control it. I feel so helpless when they don't take it seriously when I say that I'm feeling anxious. There's like this heavy weight on my chest and I can't breathe. I feel hungry but I can't eat. It's a constant feeling of discomfort that I'm not capable of putting into words. I feel so helpless because I try to tell them how I feel but they don't try to understand. 

Social Anxiety

i have everything in my life but sometimes i feel stuck , anixious, i face this problem since my childhood and i run away from situation.but this time if i choose to run away then i will.lose everything that i have achived till now and will go into deep depression plz suggest whar to do ...and I'm a very confused

Panic Disorder

I can’t feel anything. I feel like I’m starting to go numb. I’ve never felt so distance from the world. I’ve never felt so lonely before. I don’t have family to talk to. No close friends. I lost my boyfriend. He’s moved on to a prettier girl. So now that he’s gone, I truly I feel so alone. I’ve let my hygiene go to shit. I don’t eat much. I used to have the highest gpa possible for my college, but now it’s plummeting. I used to go out every weekend, but now I can’t even get out of bed. I just don’t know what going on with me. I have no motivation to do anything. 

Motivation

I've always been a quiet person, just me and the mess that sometimes is able to suffocate me. Everyone thinks I'm quiet but I always smile and talk away to the closest people. I'm always talking lately and smiling when I'm in classes with nice teachers or with my teacher who cares about me.

Everything's great around people but when I'm on my own then things turn the other way. Thoughts suffocate me slowly, thoughts about what I shouldn't have said, shouldn't have did, that I should have done this not that, that I looked like a fool. Following that, I'm not happy. I'm always thinking, I am never at peace in my mind because I just keep thinking and thinking. I'm always falling into this, I don't know, I don't smile or feel sad or angry.

I want to be noticed. I've always been quiet in class, never spoke but I have these days where I speak and smile more than I am controlling myself. Everyone thinks I'm happy that everythings great when I think about how tiring this all is and how I just want it all to stop. How I'm just so tired, I barely get through the school week.

I feel disappointed when my teacher thinks I am doing better. Opening up more. Which I have but it always falls back to me and my thoughts when I'm alone or ignored. I want to be noticed. I want attention I've never got from the people I want. But when I get attention I try to run from it or regret it, feeling like I made a fool of myself.

I'm just so tired mentally, I don't know how to not be. 

Exhausted

Being honest ,,,,
Just not doing good in life.
Depression and anxiety have made me a mess.
Medicines aren't that helpfull.
My social interaction is near to zero.
I just don't feel like myself anymore.

I dunno what to do. 


Sorry for my bad English . I'm 15 and I tired and sick with my life, nothing good ever happened, my exist just like a loop. Everyday I so tired and down, lacking of sleep, going to school and came back to home, the only thing i care now is preparing for the exams from school. My friends have bodyshaming me 2 or 3 days ago, I just hate myself and i can't help it, I'm worthless, stupid, fat. I'm not depression by any mean, i hate myself but i still wanted to live. I don't know what to do anymore, I've think about what to do but it's all hopeless for me, i wanted to live but i don't wanna live up this way. I don't have any interest in things that i once like to do, like drawing, playing music, now all i can do is watching my phone, my tv all day and get sad out off nothing. But right now, when I'm typing this, i just can't feeling my emotion anymore, i don't care about what happened around me, i don't know how to descipe my feeling now. I said I'm felt nothing but i still can feel the sadness or happiness around me. When i hanging with my friends I've always feel left behind, I'm afraid of being forgotten but still i don't care about it. I don't like myself and i want changed that, im thankful with the life I've gained but right now, I'm just so tired, I'm not sure what is that "tired" mean yet, i just know I'm tired. If you're reading this,thanks you alot and sorry for wasting your time.


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