and she embraced the chaos as it painted her life with purpose...🖤

ankit

alaskanchill 

 dances inside my chest where no one sees you 
But sometimes I do and that sight becomes this art
RUMI 

Mindfulness

Being a lesbian stuck in a marriage is too pathetic, I wish if someone strong could help me to be free from here...

Coming Out

hey, soo there was this guy and we were friends for some time. we became very close and he confessed that he had feelings for me. I freaked out and said that I did not reciprocate the same but I still wanted to be friends. it has been more than a month now and he keeps avoiding me, I kinda feel guilty but at the same time, I am a bit hurt. 

Relationships

have been talking to a lot of awesome now&me members lately and honestly it's the highlight of my day! 

thank you for gracing & trusting me with your precious feedback - we all at the team  deeply value it 🥺 && we're going to make sure that we work on it

i would love to connect & talk to more of you - you can just respond to this post to make that happen
 
i look forward to speaking to you all 💬

Now&Me Feedback

True Friends Are Those Who Tickles You A Lot When Things Are Going Well And When Things Are Bad, the Same Wandered Friends Show Up at Your Door.

Friends

I was pretty brave and confident when I was a freshman in college. I could easily talk to other first year students, I could easily ask any professor if there was a subject that I did not understand, I could easily raise my hands when I wanted to speak up.

But all that bravery and confidence is now all gone by the time I am in my last year. I can't even go to the campus without feeling excessively nervous and scarred for no reason. All about college life makes me terrified and and all I want to do is avoiding anything related to college and stuff

Everyday I'm living in fear of these small things and I don't know how to fix this.

I was actually thinking about going to the psychological counseling center of my major department but of course I do not trust them :/

Anxiety

Ok, so this is for the boys 

my friends always say whenever a guy rejects me (it has hpnd like 3 times till date)tat he doesnt deserve me and i will find some1 much btr. i dont understand this. wat is wrong with me. every1 likes me as a frnd but they dont see me as a girlfrnd. i have declined some boys too. so i sometimes think tat its karma. since rejected and hurted some, others do tat to me. i see ppl getting committed around me though they r not having pure intentions. All this just upsets me and i dont know wat to do. i am not a kid. i am 23 yrs old and still wasnt even loved by some1 i wished to love. 🥲

Breakup

This is my first time trying this app. I know nobody really knows me but I would like to express my feelings here. 

I really hate this feeling! I just want to be someone who can fit for my family. I know Im not a perfect person, but I have already done the things they want me too. My whole life I have been a good person, doing the thing they want me to but in the end I'm still labelled as "useless" person. I mean I just want a simple appreciation but I guess it's hard to earn.

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