Ama Lou - Trust Nobody is literally how I’m feeling. Love her. 

Music

I left her for her own good but I still love her. 

Breakup

I hope she is everything I couldn't be 
<3 

Relationships

Totally frustrated can't take it anymore .I give up 

Exhausted

The girl I am seeing says she isn’t ready for a relationship and has called things off… I’m not ready for a relationship either, I was just happy seeing her and spending time with her. I know she’s stressed at the minute with work and finances etc some family problems and she has trouble opening up and is scared of being hurt. And I know for sure she has deep feelings for me - she says she cares for me, has feelings for me and that I’m the most amazing person she’s ever met. She said she’s not ready for a serious relationship and that she wants to end things before feelings get even deeper which makes me think she’s just scared? 
She says her biggest fear is losing me completely and that she still wants to see me and talk and just be friends? 

Please someone tell me what to make of this? Shall I give her space and hope she will reconsider? I miss her so much

I have this Internet best friend, we have known each other for 3 years. We got to know each other in a fandom that I had recently moved on from because I felt like it defined a horrible time in my life. We got into an argument because I was trying to cheer the mood up, being funny letting my inner chaos out into the texts and she didn't want to be cheered up and she needed to study. I acted totally out of line, simply saying bye and shutting my phone off. I like her, she was the first person I would text when it hit 3pm (timezones) and we would text paragraphs about our favourite series and about episodes etc. But now I purposefully avoid her for even a week because I just don't feel like texting or want her to text first. I am talking to her now but sometimes I feel like I don't want to do all this anymore, cut off and live on but she is my only friend and no one talks with me. It's bloody lonely. But then it feels like a massive weight. But then she has huge mental health issues and I don't want to end up being the toxic one that makes something happen to her. I don't want to be this nasty person that plays a victim. What the hell do I do? 

Lonely

I just want to share that 
When  i wasnt looking for love it came to me unexpectedly.
There was girl in my friend group with i talked rarely but after 2nd year due to some issues our friend circle broke and we were 4 left there. With the thoughts of unbreakable bonds and to be life long friend we were enjoying our college life.
In that my both freinds like each other and were dating let us assume the boy K and girl P.
Then i and the other girl D felt alone as we were not so close.
Gradually,we started talking and became close and i confessed that i like her and she also confessed that.Then we also started dating but i agree there was no such relationship tag or goals as we were at a very early stage.
After few months K and P broke due to some issues and we were trying our best to maintain the friendship.
Then in our  semester break D  tells me that she is not sure about me and want to end this. But i was sure about her even i tried to talk to her and told her that give  it some time . Then i came to know that she used like my friend (K) and as he was not ready i was just a alternative.
After that we started talking rarely and ou group got scattered again and we were separated  . And  then i came to knw that my friend K and D were dating each other after  K broke with P ,behind my back as i went to hometown.
And i cant forget her and it


3am Thoughts

Hey my gf broke up with me today I just feeling so many things in mind like hurting myself idk what to do and she just broke up with me just cuz of some misunderstanding and it's too painfull inside and I can't stop crying like from morning it's so much hurting cuz if she had broke up with some good reason I may have control my heart and mind but she just broke up for some misunderstanding it's just making me cry she blocked me from everywhere idk with whom should I share I don't even have friends to share or talk it's just making me think about hurt myself

Long Distance Relationship

I'm really stressed abt my career & job, and in a relationship since 6months.. My male bestfriend advised me to end it with her.. a month ago.. . Apparently she's been thru a lot all her childhood and situation now isn't any better. I belong from a middle class family and financial conditions in my house are fucked up to. We have an age gap of 4.5yrs & I'm the older one. She really loves me but her expectations abt reassurance, respect and all are really high.. I don't have the courage to break up over call even though I know she loves me a lot, but I can't keep living for her.. Should I just breakup on texts?

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