Am in btec cse 1st year . 11th and 12th MPC.
From childhood I use to get top scores
I wanted to join btec in coed college but unfortunately I joined in womens college. My parents promised me that they will change my clg after my 1st year but now they don’t want to .I tried to make friends in that clg but i couldn’t make. Am not getting any kind of vibe from them. From childhood I use to have so many friends. I use to give more priority to friends than family.But in btec I became alone. Next week am having my 1st semester exam . So I started studying and completed few chapters. I thought revise them once again but I couldn’t remember anything. I couldn’t remember any answers,sums ntng. Am totally blank. I understood that I will get backlogs.If I get backlogs I can’t face my family.Now I don’t want to study and want to drop out. But after discontinuing btec what should I do??? Am not having answer.Am confused now and am not understanding why did I join btec. Idk how to say to my parents about my condition. If I try to study am getting cry am unable to concentrate on studies. Am not understanding whats happening in my life.Am not understanding should I drop out or continue my btec with backlogs.
Learn to live on your own without the need or support of anyone else … At the end of the day you have to stay alone , no one will be there for you forever except YOU . Enjoy life we only live once
Do u think only coed college will give happiness and true friends to u? And is that give solution for ur loneliness? Definitely no… It’s only ur thinking… Think about ur parents… U only said that u r parents having financial problem… So they couldn’t join u in a coed college… Even in their financial problems, they r thinking that they have to give the education to their child… That s u… U have to understand that… And talk to ur parents… Make them happy. Treat them as ur friends…U maynot have the friends now… Definitely u ll have some true friends in ur future… Please don’t try to quit the education without knowing the future plan… Try to study… Backlog is not a big crime… And one thing is definitely u won’t be fail in ur semester exam… Ull definitely clear ur exam with better marks… So don’t put negative thoughts into ur soul becoz of silly reasons…
I guess you need friends then you will be able to study this is your prblm right? and once you get friends with the vibes you need everything will get alright… and this is the reason you are unable to memorise what you are studying so darling just relax we are here na as your friends and just calm yourself coz sab hojaaegaaa! if you have any other interest in any field then you can take a drop coz btec is not the only thing there are many find out your interest and after then talk to your parents coz its your life you have to live for yourself not for your friends not for your family. so just calm down and yaad karo how good you were in your 11th and 12th tum waisi hi ban sakti ho if you figure out what you really want and if you want the vibes jo u r not getting from your friends so for that you do is keep on spreading vibes that you surround yourself with and surely you will get them back in return. Love you!
