Am feeling not that good physically and emotionally there are two sides where one is above the other which is saying don’t do it, you have already ruined and lost almost everything almost already in your life and on other side which is not dominating my soul coz am trying my best to let it to is saying one last time just tomorrow a lil dose n u will not suffer from the temporary pain where my nerves inside of my both wrist are fighting for a clean pass of blod flow in my body and same is going on with my bones of ankles (all the joints part) which is allowing me to sleep and waters are rolling frequently from eyes if I try to close them, and when i switch on the fan I feel cold so i try to a sheet I feel warm again and when I switch off my fan i too hot and get wet all sweat and with that i get frequent shake of whole body with goosebumps but still am alive and I don’t think this can kill right. So that’s exactly how am feeling right now am suffering for being a victim of heroine addiction.
I want to be clean and want to live this beautiful to fullest being clean am tired of it.
Hello
Actually there’s no physcha that I haven’t consult over here in my sides but when I complete all the medication, I meet friends trying to help but I get involved again n already have lost so much in life that even I don’t get any medication support from none of my family mems, so am on this conditions, because present family member thinks I must doing acting or something idk
Am not doing anything right now I was in automobile sector but now as u know the situation,
Yeah, my siblings( hurted them), my mom❤ hurted alot inside, my father❤ hurted and everyone is now ashamed of me and so I myself too…
Yeah am doing yoga and meditations this dAys
Thanks for reading and asking I feel very thankful
You know on day time when I feel drowsy and I try to sleep than inside my head I see scolding me my mom n brother inside my house about it and than my head gets so heavy that I wake up all with sweat and after that when I see the time than I come to know that I have slept for only about 5mints
Homeopathic? Seriously do they really check up addicts?
But doesn’t matter none is gonna pay and I have bear this for a while I guess, I will survive I guess this pains won’t kill me right without medication?
What were u on?
Am from assam n u
I wish if I get a good sleep but am trying from past 9pm but I know I won’t be able to for few more days, after I will sleep peacefully. I think u must sleep thanks and sleepwell
Thanks for sharing
I won’t, I can and I will suffer it all but never going back again, thanks I need this your grateful❤
Reminder alert, u need to sleep too and am fine now much better feeling hopeful
Good night❤