Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

All the year of life I have been wearing pant and t-shirt is fav costume of all time from my childhood
But in 1 or 2 years My father keep on telling me that I look fat , not good that , don’t wear it like this but I don’t care about his word’s and recently I trying to lose weight and I loose amount of weight in time to time
But 2 weeks ago
I ask my father for new t-shirt which he is the one who buy me for years
But suddenly he told harshly that don’t wear it again , It doesn’t fit on you like that it doesn’t seem new to me but somehow it hurt me not before that it hurt like that in
So I decided to not to wear it again untill I loose weight
Then to today I didn’t wear it any pants or t-shirt just traditional clothes in home to chudidar like that in home
Today I told my self it’s nothing so keep on go your way of life when I wear my fav dress black gene and peach colour T-shirt it bothers me somehow and it tells me that I’m fat. I try clam my self but i didn’t untill I change my dress
Why is this happens to me

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When weary fav dress pants and T-shirt …It somehow bothers me