Ahm so does anyone here loves listening to peaceful jungle or waterfall sounds than songs? Like i do love listening to songs and alll...but recently i discover this spotify playlist of sounds of waterfall and jungle and birds and rain....and im just soooo obsessed.....it just feels so good and peaceful.....i keep playing these sounds in my room like for the whole day😂 And btw how was your day....

Yeah even i do... after listening to these sounds...i felt...like okay one day i'll go on a solo trip where i can just sit for hours listening to birds and waterfall.......❤

Happy

I'm afraid that I will be stuck in between these four walls forever. I don't like it here anymore.

Other

Why do we fall in love why does it hurt so bad why can't i move on why am i crying everyday why am i stuck with those feelings 

Lonely

I don't understand how people live being too dependent on each other. Like it's suffocating. I just don't understand why do i have to be worried if my significant other is out wd friends and didn't reply to me for 3 4 hours?? Like isn't that normal when u r literally travelling out in crowd with friends. 
And what's the obsession with each hour update and what things u do. Tell me when you are free I will tell you when I am free. 
Is it like just me?? 


3am Thoughts

Can someone help me with how can i avoid my ex girlfriend without blocking her orelse is there a way i convince her to stop talking to me

For anyone going through experiences of dealing with narcissistic personalities, i truly feel you. I feel your pain, frustration and helplessness at being gaslighted, manipulated and played with. Your emotions are not frivolous and as much as the situation gets confusing, i want to be courageous enough to leave the situation. Do not think of it as defeat. The more you remain in, the more it sucks you in like a quicksand. For your sanity and health, leave. 

Mental Health

Im gonna be honest, i am not the type of girl who loves or wants material stuff, idw my man be spending on me coz idk i feel bad coz it's their money he worked hard for that money and i ain't letting my guy spend something on me. But sometimes i kinda want to receive a little gifts NOT ALL THE TIME but uk. I'll suck it up

Love

to the guy she loves,

she’s a rainbow in the night sky, rare and incredibly beautiful. never ever lose her for any reason. she doesn’t express her feelings openly, but that doesn’t mean she’s devoid of them and so doesn’t ever do anything that might hurt her even a little bit. if you do so then i might be your worst nightmare.

she enjoys the cute little fights for importance, but be sure to end them now and then because she doesn’t like them extending for days. even if there isn’t any mistake on her part, she doesn’t mind apologizing as the relationship is more important to her than her ego. so all you have to do is, forget the problems and behave normally with her again.

she never lies and so she doesn’t like it when people don’t believe her. it pisses her off like anything. so please don’t do that, ever.

she has high goals in life and so she may not always be able to spend time with you. you’ve got to understand this and give her space. at times when she feels low, she expects you to be there for her. so be there to comfort her always.

she enjoys a little possessiveness but please don’t overdo it as it becomes a bit nagging.

she might fall asleep at times when you’re talking but instead of getting angry or upset about it, learn to appreciate the cuteness and her interest in talking to you until the very end of the day.

always choose her above anything or anyone else, and you’ll never regret it. i can guarantee you that.

from
the guy who loves her.
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Omy.... It has been a while since I've opened this app again.. anyways I have another rant that I have been thinking over n over inside my head. I'm really really reeaally scared for our upcoming science exam next week, exam szn is back and next week on Monday, our first exam is science, and I'll take it at 8:50 am, I'm Soo scared cuz it's Thursday today, and tomorrow will be Friday, I failed two of my science tests and if I fail the exam I don't know what I'll do now :((( I haven't even started re-studying for science because I have so many assignments. I'm literally so dumb when it comes to cell division and parts of it, IM SO SCARED, I failed two of my tests bc of the cell division topic and IM SURE it will come out on the exams, I'm so stupid on this topic it's really hard for me I'm so so scared to fail 😭😭 even if I get a low score IM PRAYING that I will atleast get a passing one, I'm so SCARED, please.. anyone, give me study tips when studying Abt cell structures and terminologies, and cell division, I'm so scared :((((

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