Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

After trusting few people and being betrayed, you decide that all the happiness lies inside you, you stopped your emotional connection with people, you finally enjoy being alone. Exactly at that time, a person enters and cares for you, gives you attention. Now you realise that you have been craving for that and you are were actually feeling alone all this time. It’s just that you subconsciously made yourself to think that being alone is better and you were really wanted love all this time. You were not alone and you were lonely. Now you can’t devour the love you get from that person because all the sadness that was suppressed before is pouring on you. The wound has become worse, not that you didn’t treat it, you actually didn’t know that were wounded and been aching all this time. This is a different kind of sadness that I am facing now. I cannot treat my heart and I cannot accept the love with this wounded heart.