After taking a six months break from everyone, ive started to feel good, her memories are fading away and i think i don't need anyone anymore. I don't wanna impress anyone, don't want anyone to understand me or sympathise with me. It's just now i enjoy my own company bc most of the people out there are fake. Still miss her. Yeah she wasted so much time of mine but i don't regret falling for her, never will.

Exactly, I still love hove her but don't want to get her back in my life anymore.😑


Relationships

I thought she liked me, I got attached. Now I know she didn't even think about me even at that time but I still want her the same. Why?

3am Thoughts

Some Girl came in my Life, made me Love her, then she cheated me on me with her ex, when I got to know this, I gave her a choice to leave him and I would forget about everything, I needed her badly, but she choose him over me, she came to me after few weeks back saying she missed me and wants to be together, and she said she had stopped talking to him, we were back together, and after just a month I came to know they both are still dating, I was so pissed, I just walked away from everything 3 days back, Yesterday something happened somebody I don't know who used a fake id to send her and mine photos to that guy, and she called me and blamed me for that, when I didn't even had an idea who did this, I cared for her I would never do such a thing that would harm her, I just wanted to protect my sanity so I had walked away, revenge was not my thing... The same profile also sent me photos of her and him, seminudes to me.. I guess whoever did this was trying to help by exposing her, but that person was late anyways.. 
Now at this moment I can't stop thinking about it, the photos just keep flashing my mind, I just wanted her to be mine, I had planned a future with her.. 
I am so Dead right now 💔

Breakup

i think i should have gf 

Addiction

Part 2 
So we got in relationship after one day i just ask her what about that other guy who proposed you before me and she said i accept his proposal i was shocked and got depressed in min after listing that then she said you said you like me it's not proposal at all so you didn't proposed me so then i said listen i love you ok she ask me again really i said yes i love you ♥️
Then she said it was lie i reject him she shared the screenshots and all 
The college were online again so we didn't get enough time to talk she was busy with work and i was free all day after lectures  
In 1st week she was really caring 
Like my friends and i we use to play football every Sunday so after the match i got some injury and swelling in my right foot 
I shared about that and then she became my mom 
She Gave me lectures for 20 min 😆 like don't play if get injured all time 
I said ok ok 
Then after 1-2 day she get busy  and she got new work the exams were about to start and she was making the question papers for college 
I just wanted to talk that's why whenever she texted me i gave quick reply after sometime i felt it's just me who is giving so much 
Cuz it was my 1st relationship with anyone and i don't know how it's feel and what to do 😅
So i started to give late reply like after 1 hr or 2hr 
At that time i do my own works 
It's ok to gave late reply but not too late right  so it's not always like i give her late reply 
College timeing was 7:30 to 1:00 for her and after that she do college work at home all day she have some health issues so she get headache and suffocating sometimes so i use to remind her for medicine all time after some day i was her let's hangout let's go on date she said ok I'll take leave from college but only in college timing 
That day it was exhausting cuz i asked her for date but i didn't have bike or Scotty to take her to the place we were going 
I asked almost everyone in my list and everyone Said no 🙂
At last I ask my friend who live on ground floor and she just ask me when you want 
And Said ok take it don't worry just wear helmet 
The respect for that man ♥️💯
 So we went on date i got ready took his scooty from parking and patrol pump , they i buy her an dark chocolate cuz she like dark chocolate 
I got near college where we gonna meet 
She was beutiful that day i saw her coming from distance and she came to me and whispered in my ears it's you right cuz i was wearing helmet 
We went place near me cuz it was safe place to go 
While we were riding she shared everything what's going on and started to share about the chairman daughter she is teacher too she shout on her without  any reason and then started to get angry 
I stop the Scotty in middle of rode and said listen it's ok what happen just leave it don't worry and gave her the dark chocolate i brought for her 
She started blushing and said it was not necessary 👉🏻👈🏻
 I said yes it is necessary 
It is our 1st date so it's ok no big deal 🤭
Then we reach to place and walking and sharing our things 
I took her to the restaurant but she said listen I'm not hungry don't waste your money 
Let's have the dark chocolate for now 
Things were going good then she asked me ok now let's go 
Drop me 
I said ok but we have more time she was getting calls from her mom so i agreed 
I dropped her but i don't wanted to say bye 🥺
I just hold her hand and ask her let go somewhere another time let's plan next date 
 Will continue tomorrow 
In part 3 🥱🥱




There's a girl who i like and she knows that but she never acknowledged her feelings for me and she doesn't even let me forget her she knows i'm ignoring her but she keeps texting idk what to do any suggestions?

It's been nearly 2.5 years since my first breakup, but I have still not been able to get-over my feelings for her completely. I dated another woman after her but that relationship didn't last long. Honestly speaking, I totally forgot about my first relationship during the latter relationship. But recently, I crossed paths with my first girl, and it's been difficult emotionally since then. A spurt of past emotions have enveloped me again.
More often than occasionally, a sense of loneliness haunts me. I feel that I am plagued with a constant desire for a partner and this syndrome has taken a toll on my academic performance. I desperately wish I could get over this problem.

Love

So, I'm really planning to stick around her so that when she bre.aks up with him, I can try my luck.(this is my peak positive mindset)

Dear girls, what is your take on this?

A little context: We met on da.ting app but she ghosted me but now we are back again in the talking phase. We've never met though :(

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