After my breakdown this morning I decided to go to my doctor and tell him some of the feelings an thoughts I have, so he's increased my meds and is referring me to a therapist. I'm not going to lie, the new meds are working better than my old one. I took one today as soon as I got them before boxing and I felt lighter in a way? If that makes sense? It made my mood change a 180 degree for sure. I hope it continues to help. Thank you again to the anonymous person that had some good words to say to me this morning. Writing does make a difference. 

Good to see you're feeling better. I hope everything keeps going great for you. :)


Mental Health

Balancing between sadness and happiness is life.🫂🫶🏻🫂

Life

I am so confused... I got offers from 2 companies.
1) MNC - WFH 
2) Startup - WFO
The startup is offering a little bit more salary, but since MNC is wfh, all of my money will be saved but I won't get the exposure... Please help me out!!!


Adulting

Today I am feeling so grateful that I could able to help someone and be the reason for someone's smile
I met with one lady and she was feeling so anxious as she had to reach somewhere urgently and no transport was available at that time then I stood by her till she got one transport and she hugged me and gave me blessings that I helped her by just being with her ❤️❤️
Sometimes we just have to do small small things and you dont even know how these small things can bring such joy in their life 😊🤗

Compassion

You replaced your best friend with me when we met and then you met another girl and replaced me with her, kya baat hai! Who’s next? You constantly need new girls in your life?

3am Thoughts

so hs rd to type wuth akk thesr tesrs bshahahadsa

Sad. Crying. Depressed.... 💔 The pain will never leave. Everytime I think I'm doing just "OK"... 😞 But I'm lying to myself. 😓 I feel like crap, my heart hurts so bad. I wouldn't wish this on anyone.

I keep going over in my head what I want to say to her, pour my heart out, tell her how important she is in my life. 💔 My heart.... 😭I can't stop missing her, I can't operate without her. I'm not saying she needs to be here with me right now (even though I would love it 🤗💏🥺), I'm saying I wish she was just one call away...😔💔😪 She is my BF...The only person I kept it 100% with from the first time we got to know each other 😓 FACTS 💔 I can't even think about any other girl, I don't want to even see another girl. I don't want to move on to any other girl. Because I'm never gonna feel/act with another girl....😞😞😞

Uno when you just know you was meant to be. When you can talk about anything and your words they just flow with ease... Any conversation, any topic, it was never boring, emotionally I felt safe around her, I think that's so important. 💔... O princess 🥺 I can't, my heart aches, in my mind when I see you face. 😪

I wish I had the chance to tell and show her I love her everyday. 😞 She hasn't left my mind for a second these last couple of days. Got me feeling Chris Brown, "superhuman" I was invincible, my love will never die, so throughout the day I cry, and everyday before I rest my head, I pray to God and I ask him for a miracle. 😔💔🤲🏽

Why am I falling in this "one-sided" thing with the ones I like, every damn time? It's a jynx or what?? The ones like me are in this "one-side" too. 😞

Happened to anyone else?

Anxiety

Which food/drink was available during your childhood but is hard to find anywhere?

For me it's Sosyo. 

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts