After 2 months i didn't cried thinking about her and how the things could be better. I am feeling great right now. 

Happy

I keep asking myself if she's the one. I didn't wanna do long distance, I did it for us. Quality is crucial to me. Calling everyday is important and saying good morning and goodnight. If one day, she forgets or doesn't do it, I flip. I care about the small things. I don't want to sound needy. I want all her attention not just some while we're calling. Long distance is hard , I thought it would get better, but it really doesn't. I don't know if I'm the problem if I'm just being too much or her not being what I want her to be like. 

Long Distance Relationship

I Uh, broke up with my girlfriend yesterday. She was being shitty like I loved her and I did give her things and words she loves, we always had a good time and she did those back to me. We were perfect to each other full of love and care but then she started flirting with that one friend of her, and it was inappropriate flirting that should be said to lovers you know not friends, I confronted her and she use that ''I know I acted immature'' Excuse and that she took my love for granted, I hated that so much and I still do but I miss her now..  She kept begging for me to give her a chance and said ''You promised to stay with me for the next two years'' then I said, ''How can I stay with a person who is flirting with their friend like that?!'' so we havent talked in a day after the break up, I didn't give her a chance since she needs to learn instead of thinking i'd always stay. I really wanted to let her stay but I now that I have to let it go, she should learn that her actions affects things in life you know? I love myself so much so I don't wanna make me be all sad, have breakdowns, overthinking and bad shit but this does hurt.

Breakup

This is something that happened in 2017 mid. In my college days.. we were a group of three. Everything was going well until one of my friends got attached more towards her classmates. I could see her going away. But I choose to be normal and thought she will be back with us but things changed... before I could just do anything I saw her all happy with other friends. I wanted to get her back with us. But now I realized that it was me being childlike of not asking her enough or maybe not supporting her enough. I really wanted her to come back. But I did not want to force her into anything I could see she was enjoying with her new friends. Uss time par mujhe insecurity hogyi thi ki shayad mai he itni cool nahi hu isliye aisa hua. Fastfowarding things, now we just wish each other well on birthdays. Maine usse college time mai bhi cheezein sort karne ki koshish ki thi. Par tabtak kaafi derr ho chuki thi. Ek baar mujhe meri dost ko call karke sorry bolna hai. Yeh 1 guilt hai dimaag mai ki kahi usse aisa bhi toh lagg sakta hai ki usse jaankar akela feel karvaya isliye he voh apne doosre doston ke paas gyi thi. Bohot zyada bura lagg raha hai. Bohot mann hai usse sorry boldun par fir yehi dimaag mai aa raha hai will she even bother to hear any of it? Kya usse meri baat sunne mai koi interest bhi hoga? Ya kabhi mai he usse past mai drag na kardun... kya mujhe usse baat karni chahiye abh itne time baad iss cheez par? Kyuki hamare beech mai azeeb sa void aa gya hai abh..

Asked Her Out :)
She Replied She Does not date her Friends :)


Crush

She always do this 🙁

So this person i have dated has broked up thrice till now. 4 days we ended finally and now what she does is she keeps on coming back asking me am i okay or not blah blah... I have been hurt badly... she said mean things and left what she wants now.. i am not able to block her what should i do

I am consuming Himalaya Mentat tablets and Becosules medicines to deal with Unrequited Love. I am doing so...so that I can move on with my life and start reading Self help books. I consulted a psychologist and they told me to walk away from her. But my mind recalls her (my unrequited love) again and again that's why I am consuming Ayurveda and Over the counter medicines as these medicines don't need prescription. WHAT FURTHER SHOULD I DO TO MOVE ON AS SHE MOVED ON BUT NOT ME?

One Sided Love

So there is a girl I have been loving since years. We were never in so called "relationship", but we were very close. We used to share everything. There was another boy who she used to call close friend,but she used to comfort me by saying that he is never gonna be taking my place(I was always insecure about).
Then one fine day I got busy for work for almost 3 months(which I already informed her that please if you need me please communicate properly). I used to work for almost 18 hrs a day at that time and at the same time my grand father was on his death bed. I tried my level best to be there for her. When I used to ask her if everything is fine...she used to say "yeah all good"(wanted me to understand by myself,  she told I was so busy that I did realize what she was going through). At this time the other guy, used this opportunity to get close to her and comfort her. She literally told me you were not there when she needed me the most, but at that time I was so much occupied(I would have been there if I would have been communicated).

Now there are in relationship,  and she wants me to be there as her friend.
She says that she misses me a lot and no body can ever understand her the way I understood her. But I can't see her with anyone else(especially not him). It just hurt a lot. I miss her a every day, I miss her like anything.... Just don't wanna loose her.


Please do let me know what should I do, it's been 7.5 years we being together. It's just so hard to let her go...







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