Actually I just cut myself off from all my friends ..  so tired in maintaining everything alone ..even friendship is one sided so I just decided to get a break ..but they all think that my attitude level grows up and I am selfish and egoistic because I got placement and they hadn't .. but real issue is , I am tired of everything , I don't wanna talk to anyone it's not about ego and all .. 

just be yourself 
its next to impossible to please everyone
so just take your time and be in peace with your mind

Self Love

So 
 today i ended my 15 years of friendship. 
Because it was getting too toxic for me. I read messages where they were speaking absurd about me. And then claiming that it was just  a normal conversation.  I had a mental breakdown and i wasn't really doing well. But none of my those friends understood me :) they named my mental breakdown a " drama " . 
I always made sure that i was available for them when they needed someone to comfort them. But when it was my turn,  none of them.. not even my bestfriend understood me. Inturn they are blaming me and behaving rude to me like i've done a crime. 
I don't regret ending my 15 years of friendship.  I am just hurt that they think i am fake :) 

Friends

What to do if found fake friends at school 

3am Thoughts

Tomorrow my all friends going for holi party in a farmhouse. They asked me to come with them but I refused to go with them because I don't want to go.   Now they are talking rudely with me. I don't want to go that's why I said no to them.

i have great privileges  but somethings just dont go well and i get no one can get everything perfect everybody has problems but how do we overcome them? or  more like in my case i feel like i have a great family but just not that understanding with new things coming up which i get needs time and im totally fine with it but on the other hand friends i feel like im stuck i have friends but i don't feel connected to any one everyone has a different understanding ,opinion of things everyone is one their personal level which makes ,e feel like not communicating with them i don't even want a lot of great friends i just want that one person who finds them in me like i really get them and same thing for me is it too much to ask for ? to have that one person ? why doesn't some people have best friends everyone deserves a understanding best friend right?

Friends who understand your mood swings and let you act sh#t >>>>

Climate Change

I've lost all my friends even though all I've done was to support and help them.
I thought our friendship was gonna last a lifetime but as soon as we left the college after graduation all of my friends got busy with their own life which i understand that their career is important for them too, but none of them checked on me even once.
I was unemployed after my graduation for a very long time but none of them cared.
2 of my friends got engaged last month. Forget about inviting nobody even bothered to inform me about this.
I feel so bad for myself. I've got nobody to Hangout with. Nobody to share my feelings with

Depressed!
I dont know how to start this. I am in a foreign land…far from my friends and family. I do have a roommate and she has been my friend for 6 yrs now. I am an introvert so making new friends is a huge task for me. But i try…i give it my all. I go and initiate conversations, i try mingling n blending which may sound easy but it drains me. I am still ready to do it to come out of my shell. But somehow i dont know what is in me i think i repulse people. And being roommates and collegemates me and my friend, we have mutual friends or should i say she have friends and i am like a third wheel. I also know its not her fault, thats how she is, thats her personality. I just wished people would give me a chance as well to see that i can be a very good friend too. 

Lonely

I have no friends, and cant get along with my school friends I want friends very badly

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