Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

Aahh there’s this one famous guy in our college. The very first day we talked he flirted with me. We had a call on the same night and I told him most of the things about me. He told me we will meet the nest day to which I said no. We are living in the same hostel. Idk what I want to ask why I’m writing this here. Nothing makes sense. Idk what I want from him. He ghosted me after sometime (which was totally acceptable coz he tried to talk to me so many times and I couldn’t coz of my social anxiety) I was so sad on that time being. Then when I moved on (there was nothing still idk why I do this to myself) he made a comeback and I am still as hyper as earlier and reply to his text within minutes (idk people say it’s not right, but I just can’t do it. I have to reply people immediately maybe coz I’m in need to talk with someone. Whatever maybe the topic is.) Now…idk what this is. I think it’s just infatuation coz he gets the thing I talk about. He gets me. I love the way he write some words in text. I’ve also told him that. But he doesn’t seem interested in anymore. And it’s ok I will not disturb him as well but atleast tell me that’s what you want so both of us can I’ve in peace. All. Idk if it’s a question or a vent lmao. You can give your piece of advice. Thank you.