AAAAAAAAA WHAT THE HELL!!!  I JUST WANT TO SCREAM!!!!!! I JUST WANT TO SCREAM!!!!!!
GHAR ME JHAGDE! DUDE MATLAB EK SAWAAL PUCHO US EK SAWAL SE TOPIC KAHI AUR  CHALA KYU JATA HAI!  THIS IS THE ONLY REASON I DO NOT WANT TO TALK WITH PEOPLE AT HOME. THAT'S IT. 

Sure I think i'll talk to someone. Thanks! 

Can totally understand...
Try to discuss this with someone or just learn to stay quite...
I took a step out from my home shifted in another city for job

Family

I don't know how to express or to write what I feel but I'm drained, I'm tired, I'm in a situation where I'm questioning my worth and should I continue living?? I don't know I'm so tired of waking up every single day continuing this boring depressing cycle of my life. :(

Depression

Is it bad to think that none of this wouldent have happed if I wasn’t alive? Would everything be better? Am I the problem everyone keeps telling me about?  sometimes I feel like I am. I mean what’s the actual point of living if there’s nothing to live for? Nothing so what’s stopping me it’s not like there’s anything stopping me, right? Wrong there is one thing stopping me thinking of my family at my funeral hurts in a weird way. It doesn’t stop the thoughts though and that’s the part I’m worried about the most. I’m not worried about the cuts I’m worried about the thoughts what if one day I can’t stop them? And now since I’m so caught up in my own drama, I’m creating I’m losing friends. Which makes the situation worse. its so hard to think about people that care about me when there’s no one on that list. But the worst part is to trust someone and for them to stick a knife in my back? Why? why do I have to put people on a pedestal, and they put me in the garbage can.  

3am Thoughts

Feeling directionless.

Exhausted

I don’t want to do activities, that I usually used to do

Has anyone else on here been diagnosed with ocd, if so do you have any advice? I'm struggling so bad with it and having a complete meltdown. I'm trying so hard to expose myself to the things I fear but it's so hard.

I feel like anything productive triggers my anxiety or depression. I don't see how I could possible have ajob or a family. I don't really know why I have been trying so hard I do not see a future. When it involves me can't see romance or success. once I'm in the mix it just doesn't seem fun anymore. I wanted to be a voice actor but the thought of it seems like torture but any thought of me being alive in the future is torture. Any work at all just seems... no feels pointless. I want to be my own person but I just don't know how to do that. I feel trapped in my own body stuck with this brain thats toturing me. I just want to feel like myself again. I feel like I'm suffocating in this world. I can not see myself enjoying life again. Nothing feels permeant especially happiness. The only time I feel like I love life is when I get sucked into a good show. Everytime I see my parents I feel panicked and shameful. I'm not doing enough, they are going to ask more of me. I don't feel like I have a safe place anymore. I have nobody to talk to. I can't express myself anywhere anymore my parents don't feel like a safe place to express myself. It turns into "I'm not doing enough!?" I can't ask more of them but I need more.

Anxiety

How would you end it, meaning yourself?

I wish I could go onto a mountain and scream my lungs out
I want to take out all this frustration
I can't anymore

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