A lot of times, my heart feels, really heavy..I just can't control myself..Tears start coming out and blah blah blah..The most inportant thing i have no one near me to open my heart and talk to...but that's good in a sense..

Depression

Anyone practicing DSA in Java & in beginner to mid level??

College

hello guys 
today i am feeling low about my career
i failed in 12th class 2 time so 2 year wasted there + i am pursuing BCA from dummy collage .i wanna be a coder and want to work with big MNC due to there great work culture .
today i research about career more & found that i need to pursue MCA to be eligible for big company.
now the issue is , i am already 22 year old ,and 2nd year of BCA is going and i dont want to study further just for degree wanna grow up my skills and work 
if i pursue MCA , i will 25 year old which will be too late for my parent to work for them. my all friend are already placed in good company. i am feeling demotivated bcoz all my friends are placed and i am still doing this clg work .

help me out

Mental Illness

Anyone want to make new friend

I am non judging, empathetic, mature

Only problem I am not good at Daily chiy chat so I lose touch

I want to make friends who want to give effort in our friendship

You will get a good friend 

3am Thoughts

Everything was normal from past few days but Idk why today I'm feeling very demotivated, very low of energy, I feel like crying😭😭😭😭.
What should I do to overcome this situation?

So this message is for someone who is going through a tough phase...

listen ...
it must be real hard to understand what's going on inside your mind, must be an havoc right?
everyone's says everything's gonna be okay 
but the only question comes to your mind is ' when?'
you must be tired from everything in this life
and postive attitude not always works on your side..
but today I'm here to tell you, no matter how happy you will be, it won't last long if its always because of someone else but not because of you..if your happiness kept on depending on how someone's treated you, of how someone make you feel loved, happy, it won't last long.. because no matter how good the other person is.. they are going to hurt you intentionally or unintentionally...so keep your expectations to no-one else but to yourself.. because once you start appreciating your presence, your love, your care ,your value in your life... things will definitely gets better with time..i know healing is real messy for you, but it just require your faith  on yourself this time...

and look at you such an amazing pure soul you are...love yourself little bit more today..take good care of yourself and please be patient with your healing..you got this mate :)
Remeber this time its all about you for you... 💛🧡💚💙
- Queen 👑

Mental Wellbeing

Feeling very sleepy


Learning Disability

I don't know nowadays I don't feel anything 
I just feel numb
like my life is pointless
I want to do something big in my life
I really want to become something people remember 
I want to inspire more people
but I am mentally distracted 
am always feel that my family is not going to support me for whatever am gonna do
I hate myself

I just had the worst day on 15 dec. I had 2 exams, my GRE was terminated in between and I cannot even tell my parents this. It costs 26k everytime you do it. I have no idea how I'm gonna give this test a second time. How am I going to arrange the money. I am open to work but I seriously have no idea if I could collect 16k at a time.
If anyone can tell me what to do or if you can help that would be appreciated.

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