3 saal ho gye breakup ko. Par abhi tak nhii Esa koi reason nhi dhoond paya jisse uske liye pyar Kam ho jaye.... help me out😪

Kosish toh bhot ki bro but fr yhi lgta hai ki shayad vo vapis aajaye 

Bhai lout kar wo aate hai jo ladh jhagad kar jaate hai.. apni marzi or khushi se jaane wale nahi aate.. or kuchh majburiyo me jate h toh wo nhi nahi aate waaps.. jo fir kyu wait karna uska jo kabhi hmara tha hi nahi. Jo hmara hai hume khud milega or jo nahi hai wo nahi milta fir chahe bhagwan se bhi kyu ladh jaao. 

That is my biggest fear of her getting married to someone else 

Reason nahi dhundna bro... Insaan dhundhna hai jiske sath wo sab ya usse better moments create kar paao...

3am Thoughts

Tanhai ki us jhil me,
ek kashti hamne banai thi,
uske beech me main aur tum the
Charo aur tanhai thi,
tum muskurayi thi,
meri baho me samayi thi,

tumhare intezaar me ek kashti aur bhi ayi thi,
ye mujhe hai pata wo tumhe bohot lubhai thi
par wo kashti Apne sath Andhi bhi layi thi
shayad uski pyaar ki Andhi itni tez thi
dub gayi hamari kashti Jo kabhi na datmagayi thi

tanhai ki us jhil mei me gir gaya kuchh is tarah
shayad tum inkar karo chhinte tumpar bhi ayi thi
tanhai ki is jhil Ko aasuon se dariya kar diya
tere intzaar Ko jeene ka zariya kar liya
tum Chali gayi hamse door yaadein hame sataengi
kahte hai doobi kashtiya na waapas ayi thi na wapas ayengi ,


Kisne kisne ban hoke Naya acnt banaya hai 😅

Who says it flirting and not "hain jo iraade batadu tumko, Sharma hi jaogi tum" 😍😉

Crush

So.. i m disturb by things.. don't know kya horha hai.. i m really stressed and I know that's sooo unnecessarily wala..but dimag chal nai raha sahi se.. 

I m getting into constant emotional breakdowns and unnecessary stress.. aur bina reason wali overthinking aur fir uske consequences i am facing.. aur vo consequences are like i m messing up with ppl.. that too jiske sath ache connects hai.. either i m avoiding them ya kuch ulta sidha bol rahi hu.. i don't know wats wrong bas maan kar raha shanti se baith ro lu jee bhar kar... Reason pata nhi kyu rona but bas rona hai..

Ro rahi hu toh bhi maan shant nai horha.. bahut helpless feel kar rhi hu.. 

I m here to just express myself little better.. i m like koi chahiye bhi aur nai bhi.. bcoz sub yhi bolegae hota hai... Thik hojaogae.. relax yourself.. calm down.. nai hota yar ye.. bolna bahut easy hai but sach mai jab kisi ko aise helplessness feel hoti vo insan hi janta hai ki kisi ki koi baat sense nai banti tab.. you just want some peace but pata nai vo kaise milegi.. 


Sorry if kuch jayda bol gai toh.. ya kisi ko offend feel Kara Diya ho toh.. 

Confusion

Me koi mandir ka ghanta hu jo sab baja ke chale jate hai? There is so much PAIN AND SUFFERING at every point of time. Nahi ho raha yr mujhse. I am disappointing everyone, sab chidh rahe hai. Kya karu mai...
I dont want to live like this, kab tak? Kuch change nahi ho raha mujhse. I am just waiting for death to free me. Thak gayi hu me. 

Exhausted

Ye relationship mein kya kya hota hai koi batayega kya😂😂😂😂

Affirmations

Kids : having gfs
Men: having relationships
Legends: stay single but related to breakup songs especially "kabir singh" and "ae dil hai mushkil".🤗

Ek baat ki raat batata hoon...ek seher mei ek gao tha us gao ke  jheel ke paas ek bastee basee huyee hai. ek baar ek aadamee jheel ke paas se kaar me baithakar gujar raha tha. achaanak usane ek esee aurat ko jheel ke kinaare baitha dekha jisaka sir gaayab tha. usane bastee ke logo se poochhataachh kee to use pata chala kee vah ek mrt aatma hai, jisaka saampradaayik dango ke dauraan sir dhad se alag kar diya gaya tha aur laash ko jheel me daal diya tha. tabhee se vah aksar jheel ke kinaare baithakar rotee dikhaee detee hai..or jo bhi usko dekh leta hei to  vej aatam usi ke ghar ke aas paas uske kamre mei ghoom rhi hoti hei..😶‍🌫️🙎

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