Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

thank you!

i just I don’t know what to do anymore, im a very dependant person and ever since my parents died, i felt unguided. since then i’ve been living aimlessly, everyday was almost the same.

i use to want to become a nurse so that i can help the sick and help my parents right away if they ever got sick. but then you know they died. i now work as a waiter and just try to get past everything.

i just want someone to be close with, not even romantically, i really just need someone in my life

but thats another problem, im also very shy and have a hard time talking to people. in fact i work at a resturant where minimal contact with people.

thank you for replying ! this comforts me more than you think it would

yes actually, im trying to sleep right now. its fine even if sleep a bit late tonight , my shift isn’t until the next day.

good night to you too if its also night there ≧◉◡◉≦

hello! i have some good news, today at work i summoned up some courage and actually have a real conversation (not just small talk!) to one of my new co worker, (her name is Haruki) turns out we have a lot on common! she gave me her Line and weve been chatting for a bit long, she’s great to talk to and i like listening to her. Ive never been this happy since 2 years ago. thank you much for taking the time out of your day to talk to me when i was really miserable and even considered dying.(っ＾▿＾)۶🍸🌟🍺٩(˘◡˘ )

thanks for the tip! also here in japan, if you are a foreigner or you are not to close with person, you call someone by their last name because it’s more formal and respectful. personally i don’t mind being called by my first name by foreigners but you know everyone is different!

its fine to call people by their first names if your close with them or your just talking casually.

Haruki and me aren’t really the closest yet since we just meet but we both are close enough to call each other by our first names. (also since we’re co workers haha, no need to be so formal)

hope this helps
i’ll make sure to not be so clingy٩(˘◡˘)۶

hey this is kinda of weird and out of place to talk about but i think i like girls? haruki introduced me to her sister when her sister came by the restaurant and i now kind of have a big fat crush on her. (shes really pretty!) im pretty confused, i never thought i liked girls, i guess that explains why i never had a boyfriend( or i just have bad social skills haha(╥︣﹏᷅╥) )

i would talk to haruki about this but im a little shy so i told you

i guess ill just think about my sexuality first,

im not too sure if shes lesbian, and if shes not into girls, i totally respect that. besides its just a little crush i guess, i dont mean anything serious

hould i tell haruki though? i mean its kind of weird to tell your friend you think her sister is pretty, and to top it all off im the same gender as her sister. where i live, most of the people are pretty conservative. haruki is quite open minded but still has some traditional beliefs. i havent asked her about her opinions on this topic actually.

yeah, i think she would be chill! maybe ill tell her about my sexuality when im more sure and when weve been friends a bit longer.

thanks!

sure, i live in Nagoya!